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Well, out of boredom, I decided to let the people who knows this blog, and who I am that.. I AM HAVING MUCH FUN WITH LJ THAN BLOGGER. :D With all the nice functions as the ones I remember from the past, and new ones that I had just discovered. :) I don't often blog about my life there, but I do post quite a number of fanfictions (which I, BTW, have started on writing One-shots XD;;)

*dances* *huggles all my new friends there* :D THEY ARE LUFF!

*goes off now*

Right now?..

I don't think I've told you guys what I've done recently ne?


Well, to be honest, although I've decided to change from Business Management to Marketing, I stopped and thought about it. And well.. I haven't really actually decided for myself which one to take! And I'm also in midst of deciding where to go; Australia or Japan. UK and US is WAY out of my league!

After having to decide that, I think I'll be looking for a University. TO BE HONEST, this is NOT because of my fangirl side, but I was thinking of Meiji IF I can do the BEST. Yes. The same uni where Yamapi and Koyama went. But... that's only one of the university I know that teaches marketing! (Yamapi took marketing! o_O I didn't know until I watched Hanamaru Cafe. Though, I had a reason taking marketing over business management.. because people would rather give out scholarship for marketing than business management!)

Well, as much as I like to think about it, I'm leaving that a bit for laters, after I've really decided.

Recently, I'm trying to save up money to buy myself a few stuff. But mainly, I'm saving up for two stuff; a new external hard disk, and also a digital camcorder that runs on rechargeable batteries and uses memory card! I saw one being sold at roughly.. $900+?! Well, I want to use that cam to record interviews and shows by otsurohae, but also, I want to record whenever I get out overseas or something! You know, if I happen to go to university, I want to record what I see, post it on the blog where my friends and family can see where I am, and what I do. :D Yeah, that'll be nice!

But having to save is hard task for me, so I'm limiting the money I spend on stationery, food and all. Though CDs are a MUST to buy yo! Put aside what I want, I find that probably I'd need to sell all the mangas I have, ne. It's not like I read them anymore! And they ARE using up two-fifth of my cupboard! If I sell them, I can boost up my savings, and also get more space!

Which makes me feel that I have to clean and organize my room too! My books are now scattered around my room and I have a hard time trying to gather my school books! Well, I should be able to do that soon I hope. I'll just need to put away all mangas and CDs! Then to clean out my stationery drawer!

Well, that's all for now! I'm thinking of adding a bit of colour to my room! Even though plain, all the whites make me think that.. it's an unlively cold room.

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (05)

There's been a few things on my mind. It's been there for quite some time, and I rarely worry about these stuff. Because my mind is always occupied, I usually stare at random stuff, making even more random comments or thoughts about it. Though, people tell me not to think about it much, or rush things. I just can't help but feel that I really need to..

1) One of my worries, is what career I'll be taking. For this past 14.. uhmmm 15 years of my life, I never really thought about what I want to do. 'I want to be a zoologist!' 'I want to be a comic artist!' 'I want to be a..' and so on. I never thought business would interest me, since I've always sat back and said that its not like it'd be a problem in the future. But here I am, staring down the path of business. I haven't taken a step yet, and I'm already facing a minor problem.

'If only I didn't cancel out POA..' I'm already regretting changing my electives before I handed in the form. I guess I was thinking that Computer Studies are what people are looking for nowadays.

I'm still worrying. They'll be using 'o' level results, not my 'a' level results. I'm already taking a wrong turn in my education/career path.. I just hope I can pay for that when I'm in Year 12. Though, now I' m slightly worried about what subjects I'd need to take. HE told me to go to ICC, but I'm not really sure of what to do. Where is ICC anyway? o_O;;

Now, the last step is to choose a proper University, and a way to get a scholarship. As far as I'm concerned, my dad told me US was the best place. HE told me UK was the best place. BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO THAT FAR AWAY! T__T The next one was Australia. Okay, fine. I settled for Australia as my first option. Even though Japan is my 2nd, I still want to learn the language. :P (In case I get an Arashi DVD with no english subtitles, I can still understand it anyhow! Same does to Doramas, and Anime, and Manga. :P I don't have to wait for an english-translated one!)

2) My 2nd concern, is surprisingly about DOMO. I'm still in midst of thinking whether I should quit completely or play as little as once every two weeks. Though, the main problem is the guild. I still want to keep in touch with them.. but leaving is a hard thing to do! If they asked me, I would want to use exams as my reason, but I doubt Iph would want to believe that.

I guess, I have my other reasons. When he gave me the cold shoulder, and kept saying how no one would care if I left or what.. I guess that just gave an impact on the wound Ish gave me. 'Ah, I guess I'm just another name in your address book..' That's what I'm feeling now.

As my reason was partly because I enjoyed talking to him.. but now that he treats me like a complete stranger with his words, 'You being online or offline is still no fun to me,' must be his way of saying, 'It doesn't make a difference.' And all I did was went on and asked how everyone was doing.. He didn't have to actually tell me off. That time, my happy mood just went down. "What did I do wrong..?" I wondered. No.. it's not what I did. Its all because his lover hasn't went on for 4 days. Wow.. and this just made me realize why Tai and BubbleTea and Ryu was mean to him.. I still slightly pained by this, but I tried not getting it to me. I don't want anyone to blame Iph for this.. but I want to let him know that HIS WORDS are NOT just words.

3) Third concern.. is what that's been in my mind quite longer than the rest (except for number 4)... Nacchan knows what it is.. but for now, I can't quite find the words to say it..

"Is he being serious or just playing with me?" That's what I'm thinking of a lot nowadays. :P And that's all I'll be saying about number 3!

4) This isn't really a concern, but nonetheless, it kept in my mind.

"Everlasting Friendship"

I agree with Nacchan. What Ian said sounded like we all were going to leave.. And it made me very concern.. maybe, to the point that I was thinking, 'Will this be an everlasting friendship?' I sure hope so.

PS, number 4 was a bit of a rush, so was number 3. x__x I'm not supposed to be on, but I need to get rid of two drafts!

Me to You; Ian (01)

x___x Yeah, Ian, I REALLY agree with you.

:P I was foolish enough to think everything would be fine if I just went to Japan because of all those. XD;; I don't just aim for Australia. I know I want to go there and all.. but I want to go somewhere not far from Asia and STILL be in English. :P

Teacher said it was just the slang I have to worry about. But I'm worried about 'o' levels as well. x__x I shouldn't have changed my electives from POA to Computer Studies when I handed in the damn form. Lol.. But what can I do? :P If I took POA, I had chances of being put in Year 11B though.

x___x As for now, I might still face a problem on the right course. But I know I'll be more into business. XD;; And since that 'maxx-ATE' bakery dream is STILL on, I'm going for Business Management. ^^

Though, I do want to stay in Japan someday. ^^ But I'll make sure it'll just be a short vacation with you guys! Ahahaha.

Me to You; Nacchan (02)

;P I WOULD comment, but.. I just get this feeling it won't work since I'm pretty much downloading something. x__x;; A game I got invited to..

XD;; I heard that joke before! But, I didn't get the last part... Well, only until now. XD;; I understand it now! *laughs*

:P The Ian thing?

..I heard. From her blog! XD;; Yeah, I wished I could have seen that!! A clueless Ian. :o

x__x;; Really? I just gave out random songs. Though, I'd really recommend you to listen to 'Niji' by Aqua Timez & Missing, Monster, Cake and Ale and Everlasting Laugh, Lost World, Funny Bunny, ALL of them by ELLEGARDEN. XD;; Do you want more of RIP Slyme? :P I'm planning to download their music videos.

XD;; Well, I DID mention that QUITE a number of times in my blogs. :x But it's hidden in a way that people have to ask me. (Though, quite a number of them asked me if it was Assie, but blah. XD;; Tired of answering that question!)

:x I blog quite a lot to be honest. Since a few years back. I think I have about.. 5 different blogs? Oh, that's including this one! ...maybe. XD;;

:P We should just move Atashi (which.. we HAVE to change the name now) here. x__x And make another blog where Atashi members uhmm post their stuff! But still.. I don't know about you though. x__x :P We should include Ian too! And definitely change the name. x__x Since we're not exactly doing an Arashi-based club anymore..

e__e And since Kuroru placed the RIIDA position to me.. *sighs*

:3 After 'o' levels, we should do a LOT of stuff! Trips, and all. XD;; If we miss PROM, we can go next year. x___x;; For Kuroru, that is. You don't want to go, right? x__x;;

:P Let's have parties as well? Beach parties, GOSH I WOULD WANT THAT! ...but I need to buy a swimming suit... ;P Let's talk about it after Mid Year Exams though. ^^

( And at this point, I plan on dragging Mr. IL&MC along if he was free. XD;; )

Blabber on Music? (01)

'Well, this is certainly new.'

;P Yeah, I know. x__x I got me thinking what songs makes me have the will to do it, and what songs makes me stop in track and look at the past. :( I know, music does that to me a lot. XD;;

Songs That Makes Me Run Forward; (It's not in order)

1) 虹 - Aqua Timez
2) ロストワールド - ELLEGARDEN
3) Ikenai Taiyou - Orange Range
4) Step and Go - Arashi
5) Weeeek - NEWS
6) Happiness - Arashi
7) Future - Arashi
8) Lucky Man - Arashi
9) Carnival Night Part 2 -Arashi
10) La Tormenta 2004 - Arashi
11) Joint - RIP Slyme
12) Thunderbirds - Busted
13) シャカビーチ～Laka Laka La～ - UVERworld
...

Songs That Makes Me Stop; (It's not in order)

1) Hero - Arashi
2) Himitsu - Arashi
3) Still -Arashi
4) Be Free - GReeeeN
5) 虹 - Ninomiya Kazunari
6) Looking Through The Glass - Sour Stone
7) Passion / Sanctuary - Utada Hikaru
8) Good Bye Days - YUI for Kaoru Amane
9) Stand By Me - The Brilliant Green
10) Sore ga ai deshou - Mikuni Shimokawa
11) 静かな恋の物語 - Aqua Timez
12) Sayonara - Orange Range
...

KaoCHO is SERIOUS!!

>;o Now I have the mood to study!!

YEEEEAAAYY!!

MINNA-SAN YEEEEAAAYY!!!

*dances around from Arashi style to the Pika Pika Dansu ( KaoCHO Version )*

x__x Though...

My back aches. ;-;

Aaaaahhhh!! XD;;

Damn iiiit.. ;P It feels as if Mr. IL&MC was about to steal my heart! (or maybe he already did..)

Yeaaayy STUDY STUDY STUDY~

o_o I suddenly got the will to do everything.

A Day at Tuition / Night Classes!

:P Well, I came only slightly late, but I noticed that teacher changed her carpet and the arrangement of her living room. XD;; Now we had more space, and all. We had to use the other table and I sat at my old seat when I went there for tuition last year.

Padi, Buggy, FF, Chris, Zushi, & San are my 'classmates' now.

I came, wearing another weird outfit; light green spaghetti-strap top, a long creamy-white vest, jeans, and a brown scarf around my neck. 'Scarf again?' Padi started on. XD Hahah, well, it's only TWICE I wore a scarf. x__x

We had to wait for an always late Zushi. As the seating arrangement was like; San, FF, Kao, Padi, Buggy, Chris, Padi sat at the end of the table, in between me and Buggy (so we sat across each other). 'Oh dear, SPECIAL Padi,' I said. Haha. 'Special' was the term we used for each other after listening to Special Fred. :P A funny and nice song btw.

They then made a comment on how I always sat beside FF. Hmmm.. when I think of it, when we were in year 8, he WAS sitting in front of me, and during year 9, he was supposed to be sitting behind me, but I moved since it was far from the board. During year 10.. wow, I don't remember! But now, in Year 11, he's sitting behind me. x__x

In exams, we usually sit beside each other since his name came after mine. And tuition was just an empty seat. Yeah, well, back to the main topic. They commented on how I always sat beside him. 'Well yeah, sure,' I just ignored it.

But then in the middle, where me and him are constantly in an argument and all. They're all like, 'AWWWW, a perfect couple!' AGH stop it. XD;; Buggy even stated that I liked FF before. o_O Did I? Lol. Then Buggy said he'll start teasing us together again. GAAAH!! D'X I don't want to be teased with him!

Later on, I asked Padi who had the book. STILL with Jevs. 'I hope he doesn't laugh at my qualities..' I was worried if he did. Then it popped in my mind. 'Oh, and Mr. IL&MC reads my blog! I'm surprised. I wonder if he read all.' I said. We went on a bit on that topic, until they commented that my cheeks were blushing red. T__T I wonder when they'll stop it..

Because we talked so much, teacher was like 'PADI! Have you done your work? What? Still at number 1?' yeah and they got into trouble, while I was the slowest overall. XD;; When she asked me what number was I doing. Everyone laughed and answered, 'Number 1!' They were ALL expecting me to get into trouble, but all teacher said, 'Oh, Padi, you guys are talking too much lah!' LOL. I didn't get into trouble at ALL. :P Padi, Buggy and Chris went on and on about how SOME people never get into trouble. XD;;

Hahaha..

Well, that's all for now. x__x

Me to You; Nacchan (01)

:P Sorry, I guess the comment thing is being a pain the CHIKA-POMPOM!

XD;; Well, this is a pretty short entry, that was SUPPOSED to be a comment. But who cares?

^^ I know. Well, it was fun then! Though, I didn't expect you guys to go crazy over Arashi then. x___x;;

:P I may still talk about them, and if it annoys you, just tell me. I can stop. XD;; My reason for mentioning them is probably because they're craved something on my heart. Because of them and you guys, I'm able to change my views of certain things. ^^

I managed to see what my grandparents might have felt, and maybe the views of Idols, and that maybe not ALL of them are so stuck-up. :P I've also learnt to cook korokke and all. And yeah, I really see them as Idols. ^^

Plus, if I didn't know them, I might have been a very depressed and emo person by now. ;-;

:P Chika-pompom really helps! Hahahaha! JOKING!

*thinks* hmmm.. maybe I should do Chika-pompom to Mr. IL&MC... NAW I'm joking!! He might get perverted after that. *laughs*

XD Well, now I have a lot of things to smile about; Arashi, Friends... Mr. IL&MC. :P I smile more often than last year! :( I was then SOOO moody! Gosh, I hope it doesn't happen to me anymore...

....unless Mr. IL&MC breaks my heart, or... I get left out.. or... you guys leave... or....*rambles on*

:P Nyah, now I shall hug my parents who are very much asleep now! ^^

Paaarreeennntttsss~~~

My parents are back.

XD;; Their flight got delayed, so...

that pretty much explained why I went home laaaate. x__x;;

And surprisingly I got chipper and hyper-ish. XD;;

Maybe because they bought me chocos? Hahaha, I don't know. x___x

These two has probably gotta be my shortest two entries ever! I'll be posting later ons when I've got an idea what to write.

;-; Nothing much happened today though. *goes and snoozes on mat*

Third Day of Mid-Year Exams!!

Now, it was Physics Practicals. ^^

x___x I died, knowing it started at 7.30AM, so I had to leave early.

When we got there, we stood and waited by the Canteen. Then a minute later, our Unreasonable Add-Maths teacher came and scolded us for being there. He told us to go to the Year 11B's classroom, and when some of us wanted to go to the waiting shed, he told them to go in.

So we went in, sat down, studying, only to get scolded by him AGAIN and told EVERYONE to get out. So we did. GOSH, where ARE we supposed to go now? We had to wait under the effin hot waiting shed, and the sunlight really messed up our sight. Now that we can't read, nor study.

XD;; Everyone was so BLAH.

Exams? ;-; Don't bother. XD;; I don't want to mention it.

I just messed up in the 2nd question. x__x;;

KaoCHO's Ways to Scare People Away!! (03)

And, if you think the first two was a bit creepy (or scary), or... or... SOMETHING!

Then, here we have more. :P Concerning both subjects; Kaoru & Oh-chan.

Did you know that both of them are born as a Sagittarius AND a Monkey in terms of Zodiac?

:P Not so shocking? Yeah, our birthdays are just one day away. Oh-chan on 26th November, Kaoru on 27th November.

Here, I shall state the facts which, make them a bit creepy;

Well, EVERYONE knows Kaoru draws in class, whether on her test pad, or even her text books. :P And she does it quite a lot, no? What about Oh-chan? Yes, he does it too when he was in school!!

'What? ONLY that?' No, my dear reader. We have more.

Well, a few people knew that Kaoru always wanted to be a manga artist before, right? Well, truth be told, Oh-Chan had the same dream.

But for now, both of them wants to work in a bakery someday. :P And be the owner?! Wow.

If you think Oh-Chan was digusting with his 'Stare & Pick Nose at the same time' thing. :P You'll get grossed out at my disgusting habit. (Not gonna say about this! XD;;)

Evidently, Oh-Chan is quiet on talk shows, with other Arashi members. :o You think I'm not with my friends?

Like Oh-Chan, his mom still buys him his clothes now, but what about me? ^^;; Actually, I buy clothes... only with my mom there. XD;; Still the same thing, no?

And you think if Oh-Chan is obsessed with his Cha-hans. Then you'll think I'm obsessed with Korokke, and Chicken Katsu.

You all know, how much I blog, and how much I read other people's blog. XD;; Maybe you don't know that Oh-Chan does it as well!

:P So if you think I'm weird, Oh-Chan is the same then!

^^ I'm sure to add more facts and similarities between us when I find it!

Uwaahhh~

I still have my butterscotch, and random tiny rock sweets from Australia. It made me think of how it was in Australia. ^^ It was a nice experience and definitely unforgettable!

I somehow feel that I'm missing it a lot. XD;; I mean, I would LOVE to live there..

x__x To be honest, I wished I could have brought my friends with during the trip, so we can venture out while my dad sleeps and my mom is at the meeting! x__x

Cars pass by, people being nice, random stuff happening outside! ^^ And for that one week, I got quite attached to Australia. ;-;

It remember it was cold, and we always need to bring our jacket along! But a lot of people were so used to the coldness that they were prancing around in their bikinis. o_O;;

The stuffs were expensive, but a lot of stores. The one food that I kept buying there was the ice cream. ^^ We stayed at an apartment, and it is VERY expensive. :o Ours was the guest section, but the next building was for permanent residents, so you can practically just buy it and live there forever. XD;; It was a VERY nice area. When you go out to the balcony, you can feel the wind, and when you look down (depending on what view you took), I saw the Circle on Cavill! :P

It's like one huge circle patch, and then there's the stones and pathway. Then the shops around it were arranged in a larger circle! Nearby were some cafes, and clothes store, as well as a grocery store, and an ice cream parlor. ^^ You could sit at the green grass or pathway, and look up. :o You would find a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE TV SCREEN!! :o And at nights, they usually play a movie. It's on all day. But at night, I like it the best! You just sit around, or lie down, and look at the tv screen with everyone else. And you get fresh air! ^^ I used to sit around and watched the tv while my parents went to shop nearby. XD;; I was a lazy bum, but I really liked the place. ;-;

I would really want to go back and own an apartment there myself! XD;;

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (05)

Have you ever wondered how words are actually hard to say? Okay, maybe not say. But they are pretty hard to control.

For example, one person gets pissed off, it'll be hard for him to say non-offending or mean words. 'GO AWAY! SHADDUP YOU EFFIN IDIOT! JUST GO DIE!' Like that.. :P

Words are just words, someone told me. But for me, they may be JUST words, but I'd say it with my real feelings. If I was to be a person to just say words without any feeling in it, then yes, those words may just be words. But for me, why say it when it's just words? Not feelings?

Anger is just one of it. What if you felt sad, you have nothing to say, because you feel as if you might just cry if you did. If something happened, some people would think, 'Oh, hell with it.. I don't care..' or some would think, 'aahhh.. it's all my fault!'

But main issues for me is what to say to comfort someone. I don't want to be someone to make it worst, but by saying nothing is just as bad, because I would honestly feel worthless and useless. 'What do I do... What do I say..' I would be worrying about that.

Words may also have a big impact on people. Like from my previous blog, if a friend were to say, 'It seems that my feelings don't matter to you', you'd be shocked, and scared. 'Have I been selfish all this time..?' one would think. What if you were to say, 'I honestly don't care about who you like now' to a friend, it would hurt them to know as she or he would think, 'maybe he doesn't care about me..'

But keep in mind, words without feelings may also hurt. 'No one cares~' Someone might just sing to you. But those words get stuck in your mind, and you will start to think that no one cares.

And for one, words may heal your wounds. ^^ A long letter filled with your feelings, may move someone. You could actually think of words that was able to cheer him or her up!

So from what I think, words may just be words. But they're very strong. :3 So, try not to say irrelevant stuff.

Buuuut, this is just what I THINK, doesn't necessarily means it's true for everyone!

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (02)

x___x I had this feeling before.. you know.. :P With Roxas and all.. Hahaha.

Well, usually, my confessions are related to stuff like.. problems and all. x__x Well, for me now, it's a problem. XD;; I'm suffering heart ache! *audience gasps*

....no.. seriously.. ^^;;

x__x The Roxas thing was years ago, and I don't know WHY I even liked him. But here I am, having the same feelings.. 'It's just a crush!' I told people. GAH, but do crushes hurt THIS bad? ^^;; Maybe the big ones do..

Here I am, sitting down, trying not to think about it, but I don't know. 'Is this just a crush?' I keep asking myself. I've unknowingly told my tuition mates (Padi & Chris) that I like people born in the year of the Dogs and Horse, and commenting on how egotistic Horses are.

Then one day, when I told Padi when we were watching Arashi on my PSP (x__x Wanna be distracted here), 'Oh actually, when I was writing the list, I was thinking of Arashi members, and a friend of mine!' And she was like, 'Oh, do you LIKE him?' BAM! I started stuttering like crazy, 'W-What? Noooo What? EH? No! What makes you think that!!' And I didn't notice how much I was blushing. Padi then KNEW I DID like him. '...damn it..' That was what I was thinking.

When we were sitting in school, studying for the Chemistry Practicals, she asked me a few questions, like.. how he was like. "Proud, egotistic, full of himself... but nice, friendly and honest," and I just grinned at her. She stared at me. "Egotistic.. Are you talking about the guy born in the year of the Horse? Oh my god, you ARE!" '...ah....' was what I said.. and then I ran to the back, blushing madly. x___x

GAH when I think of it, I blush a lot at that topic. ;-; And I end up having my heart beat rapidly. x___x One of the weird-ism behind this as well, I get overly excited when he's going on and all. 'Yaaaaay!' and all. XD;; But when he's not on, I'm usually, 'Hmm, okay.' Normal. But when he IS, its like I'm all, 'Hahahaha *laughs* Yeaaaayyyy!! *huggles*' to random people, it scares me. o_e

^^;; Overall, my depressions are on when I don't talk to him much, but I'll smile when I think about it. x___x;; There's more stuff.. but I'm just going to sit back and think about it.

But, one question though,

Is this just a crush? Or can it lead to 'love'?

^^;; Just a question.. Because, for me.. I honestly don't know!

NOTE:

:P No, this is not really the problem. ^^;;

Guide for Ian!

I got it! :o You want your blog to only be accessed by me, Kuroru, and Nacchan, right? Well, I have an idea on how to do that. :)

Do you see the menu above this page?


1) Click on Settings

2) Under Settings, look at the sub-sections: Find 'Permissions'


3) All right, now all you got to do is change your Blog Readers; to 1) People I choose, or 2) Blog Authors.

• For 'Only people I choose', they would need to log in to view, but they don't have any blogging rights.
• For 'Only blog authors', like above, but they have blogging rights. :P Which means, they can put entries on your blogs. x___x;;

Either way, you can just choose either of them, and then add the three of us. Then Miji or anyone else can't access or read your blogs. ^^

Also, your question on if people can link to your blog if you comment? Well, when I checked, my comment page is different from Kuroru, so when I checked my settings, my blog didn't allow anonymous comments. But, by any chance, if you want to post something with that option (I enabled it x__x but I may disable it.)



:) So Ian, you may have to choose whether to reply to my posts, either by comments, but everyone may see it. Or on your blog. XD;; Though, from my view, I think I'd like it if you added me to the author blog thing. x___x So I can post any secret entries to you.. without.. Miji or anyone reading. x___x;; But its your choice.. :P but if you go with my idea, tell me. So I can disable any anonymous comments.

1st Week Gone!

:o Whew.. I've been on here for 7 days, and I've already have like.. 25+ entries! XD;; This is what they call, 'The Mind of a..' .... uhmmm... o_o Nevermind, forget about it! Hahaz!

Now I shall wonder what it is, while I go get a drink! *goes missing for 5 minutes* ... *or more* x__x Damn it, Music Station ain't on tonight! Only... only... by tomorrow morning at 4AM and 10AM o_o;;; Hahaha.. x__x I'll go with the 4AM one.. :3 I heard from Asshie that Arashi was on it.. HoMGee!! :o I wonder what they've been doing, and how MatsuJun's movie is going as also Ohchan's Dorama. XD;;

1 Week is Gone! And I already feel so AGH x__x AAGHHH *goes and kicks evil Pedos (excluding you, Dindin XD)* ;-; Nyaahhhhio.... *goes into deep hibernation... for a few minutes*

KaoCHO's Plans with Friends (01)

Proposal to: Nacchan, Kuroru, & Ian

Guys! ^^ Let's... go on a picnic? After the holidays.. I mean.. we never went in the beginning of the year.. And we all have stuffs in our mind.. Maybe.. I thought we all can go on this picnic as an escape from the world? Just this once is fine! Ahaha... just... this once..

First, we need to plan on this. It's not the confirmed time, but at least a bit of idea...

1) Where do we go? I mean, I like having a picnic.. but I don't want one in the middle of the road! x__x Haha.. And I want it outdoors. e_e Going to the mall for a picnic.. we might as well just go to KFC.

2) When do we go? x__x Well, afternoons or mornings are fine for me. If its morning, then, we might as well spend the whole day together!

3) What.. do you guys want to eat? o_O I mean, picnics are about the food right?! XD;; I don't want to eat melted ice cream thats for sure! ...well.. I would ask Mr. IL&MC to cook food for us.. but I doubt he wants to send them to me. e_o;;

4) x__x I don't mind inviting friends of your own.. but, please do try to invite ones who I actually know well.. XD;; Since the main purpose of this picnic is to escape the reality for a day! x___x Though, the only person I wouldn't mind inviting is Assie, or Buggy... but yeah.. :P They're too busy. Hahaha..

First Day of Mid-Year Exams!!

Well, I posted this one early on, but I guess something crappy happened, and it didn't get posted, nor saved. x__x;; Damn this connection. XD;;

It's the First Day of our Mid-Year Exams! Yeeeeaaayyy!!

Actually, the other classes are still in midst of classes while we (the Science Stream students) are having our early practicals exams! Our first was Chemistry Practicals. It was the usual; titration, and tests for different solutions.

Though, people had wished me luck, I think I had the worst luck overall in the class. ^^;;

As I was pouring Potassium Manganate (VII) into my burette, I felt odd, and my hand just jerked forward, so I ended up spilling it onto my hand, and it dripped down my sleeve, and down my arm. :P So then, I have a lovely mark on my arm and on my uniform and lab coat. x__x And you guys should know the colour of that... Lol.. deep purple.. x___x;;

After that, as I sat down and did my second question, pouring here and there. 'OPPS!!' Splosh.. rrrroll... I looked up from my paper, and saw that Jem, who was sitting opposite of me, dropped his... effin test tube filled with chemicals onto the table, and the water spilled and went towards MY section, and ended up spoiling my stuff.

I just sat there.. staring at the chemicals... and the teacher nearby was like, 'Tsk tsk.. *sighs*' And Jem was like, 'o_o Oh shit, I'm dead.' but since something was on mind, I just took my stuff, wiped it off, and continued with my work. Odd? Haha. I just wanted to pass and get this exam over with...

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (04)

Have you ever wondered why some people has great luck in these, and the worst luck in those?

Well, I have been wondering about that. One day, every thing in your life was fine. You swear, it was the best and most enjoying day of your life! Everyone's talking and friends with you, you have a loved one nearby, your entertainment life is amusing, and everything was going the way you liked it to go!

But suddenly, all your luck changed, and everything turned upside down. Gosh, I really hated those moments. When one thing is over, another bad thing happens. It's your worst day EVER!

Usually, it would happen to one person, and one person only at a time. But what happens if everyone in a group of four friends are slowly experiencing it? Life couldn't have been worse. Especially when those problems may have only slight relation to each other. What can we do to come up with 4 different kinds of solutions?

Last year, everything was going so well.. We all became close friends! We enjoyed different stuff! We all made plans! And I thought nothing dramatic could happen like this...

This year, everything changed. Everyone was experiencing a bit of stress for the exams, but that's expected. What we all didn't expect was the problems that laid down in front of us. We all had different paths, and now, we're in the midst of trying to cross a different river, all with different methods.

I know, that this river I'm passing, was nothing like from the past. In the past, my attempts of running away wouldn't fail. And stuff like ignorance would help. But this time, I know those two won't be able to solve anything here. What was I to do?

Right now, everyone of us are screaming, 'Help me... for a bit...' though we may hide those feelings. Even I have to say, I want to scream for help, but I know I can't. We're all occupied with the problems we're facing, and this may be the turning points of some of us. As for me, I'm honestly not sure. Ignoring this fact would just hurt me, but I'm scared of moving on.

I guess I'm those type to, sit back, and watch everything, so I can learn from it. But since I never had much of a friend to rely on during my primary years, and a few years for my secondary years, I never experienced this problem before. It's like a foreign language to me. My parents had taught me what was wrong and what was right in the past, but they had never thought me about these kind of problems I would face.

Though, our main problems are sort of different, yet it's related as it has something to do with studies, or our future. x__x I honestly don't know what else to do, and I'm already stuck in the beginning of the river crossing..