*chokes* EHHHHHHH?????!!!!!

x___x;; Though I said I won't tell, when I gave Asshie a hint... he REMEMBERED who Mr. IL&MC!! AAAGHHH WHAAT NOO!! AAGHHH KAAAAIII!! TT____TT *chokes*

Lol..

people, don't harrass Asshie.. if you want to know who it is.. x__x;;

seriously.. XD;;

P.S. :P A little confession, Asshie, I DID have a crush on you before. But, ignore I said that~ *laughs* XD;; Omg I feel like Koizumi when I laughed!

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (01)

x__x Yeeeay, new section! Hahaha.

Actually, I got to talking with Nacchan. And I realised how much I was thinking about my own matters, that I neved got to know what's going on with the rest. x___x "Ah.. How insensitive of me.." I thought. ^^ I listened, but now I know our problems here and there..

'What about Kuro?' I thought. x___x I thought we all needed each other at this time.. but all these problems now? I don't know where to start.. My problem is the lightest, so mine can wait.. or can it? Maybe my heart can't. XD;;

But as for now, let's all just go out for a picnic after the exams! We can all talk.. x___x And I'll tell who I like. :P (You should be happy there, Mr. I-Love&Married-Communism) XD;;

x___x Aaah, 'liking someone again' people might think here. x__x But all I had crushes on are usually towards fictional characters, idols who I never met before, or close friends (but that lasts for a shoooort time XD). x___x But here I am.. falling for HIM. Damn you, Mr. IL&MC!! x___x;; Lol..

These crushes were short, and unimportant.. But I have a slight feeling.. this crush.. is going to take a different route. x___x And, I may have been good in other stuff, but.. you know.. I'm very hopeless and useless in my OWN love life. x___x;; ....

My results...

Today, I went to MSN and saw the health section. :P I got bored, so I went there and saw a depressed test. x__x When I took it (with 85 question?!), I got my results... 49/100 depressed... ranked at.. moderate depressive symptoms. x___x I went like.. wtf?

They said I'll be having these symptoms..

1. Depressed mood (e.g., feeling sad or empty, crying)
   
2. Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in all, or almost all activities
   
3. Significant weight loss when not dieting or weight gain (e.g., a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month), or decrease or increase in appetite
   
4. Insomnia or hypersomnia
   
5. Psychomotor agitation or retardation
   
6. Fatigue or loss of energy
   
7. Feelings of worthlessness or excessive or inappropriate guilt
   
8. Diminished ability to think or concentrate, or indecisiveness
   
9. Somatic complaints

And these as well..

• Changes in sleep habits such as insomnia, early morning awakening, or sleeping too much.
• Changes in eating habits such as loss of appetite or weight gain.
• Decreased energy, feeling of fatigue.
• Restlessness and irritability.
• Difficulty in concentration, remembering, difficulty in making decisions.
• Feelings of hopelessness, helplessness, guilt or worthlessness.
• Persistent sad, anxious, or empty feelings.
• Loss of interest in pleasurable activities, such as involvement with loved ones or hobbies.
• Thoughts of death or suicide.

:'( And it got me to think... 'aaah.. I have some of those...' x___x and I thought if I was feeling depressed or what..

I have the ones in bold.. and slightly on italic.. x__x;; I may be overreacting but..