Ha..haha..

x___x Well.. it got me upset and made me feel bad.. and yet it hurt me.

I KNOW he may just be joking, like he said he was. But I really got slightly pained from what he said. ^^ Bao and I were just talking on a random night, and suddenly it came to the topic of younger siblings. I told him that I won't mind having a younger brother who's shorter (Bao's taller XD;; but I was referring to someone around his age). This may sound unrealistic, but I always like to day dream of how it was like having a brother!

I told him that I'd probably dote my younger brother, and teach him about the good things, like what he should do, and what he should NOT do. XD;; And unrealistic image of me, ne? Well, it was just a dream. And when he told me that he'd feel my little brother's pain, it pained me a bit. I wasn't really expecting that, and it got me down in a way. XD;; I just felt like.. '...huh..' te.

'Ha.. haha... Somehow I feel upset and bad...'

'...'

'Nandemonai! Hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha!'

'I think I should sleep! Oyasumi!'

Was all I said after that. I left, and well.. it got me down. x___x I shouldn't be making a big deal out of this thing.. but it got me thinking that maybe I've been a pest to Bao-Chan, ne?

'馬鹿な真似はするな。' That's what I think. x___x (means 'Stop making a fool of yourself.')