KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (05)

There's been a few things on my mind. It's been there for quite some time, and I rarely worry about these stuff. Because my mind is always occupied, I usually stare at random stuff, making even more random comments or thoughts about it. Though, people tell me not to think about it much, or rush things. I just can't help but feel that I really need to..

1) One of my worries, is what career I'll be taking. For this past 14.. uhmmm 15 years of my life, I never really thought about what I want to do. 'I want to be a zoologist!' 'I want to be a comic artist!' 'I want to be a..' and so on. I never thought business would interest me, since I've always sat back and said that its not like it'd be a problem in the future. But here I am, staring down the path of business. I haven't taken a step yet, and I'm already facing a minor problem.

'If only I didn't cancel out POA..' I'm already regretting changing my electives before I handed in the form. I guess I was thinking that Computer Studies are what people are looking for nowadays.

I'm still worrying. They'll be using 'o' level results, not my 'a' level results. I'm already taking a wrong turn in my education/career path.. I just hope I can pay for that when I'm in Year 12. Though, now I' m slightly worried about what subjects I'd need to take. HE told me to go to ICC, but I'm not really sure of what to do. Where is ICC anyway? o_O;;

Now, the last step is to choose a proper University, and a way to get a scholarship. As far as I'm concerned, my dad told me US was the best place. HE told me UK was the best place. BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO THAT FAR AWAY! T__T The next one was Australia. Okay, fine. I settled for Australia as my first option. Even though Japan is my 2nd, I still want to learn the language. :P (In case I get an Arashi DVD with no english subtitles, I can still understand it anyhow! Same does to Doramas, and Anime, and Manga. :P I don't have to wait for an english-translated one!)

2) My 2nd concern, is surprisingly about DOMO. I'm still in midst of thinking whether I should quit completely or play as little as once every two weeks. Though, the main problem is the guild. I still want to keep in touch with them.. but leaving is a hard thing to do! If they asked me, I would want to use exams as my reason, but I doubt Iph would want to believe that.

I guess, I have my other reasons. When he gave me the cold shoulder, and kept saying how no one would care if I left or what.. I guess that just gave an impact on the wound Ish gave me. 'Ah, I guess I'm just another name in your address book..' That's what I'm feeling now.

As my reason was partly because I enjoyed talking to him.. but now that he treats me like a complete stranger with his words, 'You being online or offline is still no fun to me,' must be his way of saying, 'It doesn't make a difference.' And all I did was went on and asked how everyone was doing.. He didn't have to actually tell me off. That time, my happy mood just went down. "What did I do wrong..?" I wondered. No.. it's not what I did. Its all because his lover hasn't went on for 4 days. Wow.. and this just made me realize why Tai and BubbleTea and Ryu was mean to him.. I still slightly pained by this, but I tried not getting it to me. I don't want anyone to blame Iph for this.. but I want to let him know that HIS WORDS are NOT just words.

3) Third concern.. is what that's been in my mind quite longer than the rest (except for number 4)... Nacchan knows what it is.. but for now, I can't quite find the words to say it..

"Is he being serious or just playing with me?" That's what I'm thinking of a lot nowadays. :P And that's all I'll be saying about number 3!

4) This isn't really a concern, but nonetheless, it kept in my mind.

"Everlasting Friendship"

I agree with Nacchan. What Ian said sounded like we all were going to leave.. And it made me very concern.. maybe, to the point that I was thinking, 'Will this be an everlasting friendship?' I sure hope so.

PS, number 4 was a bit of a rush, so was number 3. x__x I'm not supposed to be on, but I need to get rid of two drafts!

KaoCHO is SERIOUS!!

>;o Now I have the mood to study!!

YEEEEAAAYY!!

MINNA-SAN YEEEEAAAYY!!!

*dances around from Arashi style to the Pika Pika Dansu ( KaoCHO Version )*

x__x Though...

My back aches. ;-;

Aaaaahhhh!! XD;;

Damn iiiit.. ;P It feels as if Mr. IL&MC was about to steal my heart! (or maybe he already did..)

Yeaaayy STUDY STUDY STUDY~

o_o I suddenly got the will to do everything.

Me to You; Nacchan (01)

:P Sorry, I guess the comment thing is being a pain the CHIKA-POMPOM!

XD;; Well, this is a pretty short entry, that was SUPPOSED to be a comment. But who cares?

^^ I know. Well, it was fun then! Though, I didn't expect you guys to go crazy over Arashi then. x___x;;

:P I may still talk about them, and if it annoys you, just tell me. I can stop. XD;; My reason for mentioning them is probably because they're craved something on my heart. Because of them and you guys, I'm able to change my views of certain things. ^^

I managed to see what my grandparents might have felt, and maybe the views of Idols, and that maybe not ALL of them are so stuck-up. :P I've also learnt to cook korokke and all. And yeah, I really see them as Idols. ^^

Plus, if I didn't know them, I might have been a very depressed and emo person by now. ;-;

:P Chika-pompom really helps! Hahahaha! JOKING!

*thinks* hmmm.. maybe I should do Chika-pompom to Mr. IL&MC... NAW I'm joking!! He might get perverted after that. *laughs*

XD Well, now I have a lot of things to smile about; Arashi, Friends... Mr. IL&MC. :P I smile more often than last year! :( I was then SOOO moody! Gosh, I hope it doesn't happen to me anymore...

....unless Mr. IL&MC breaks my heart, or... I get left out.. or... you guys leave... or....*rambles on*

:P Nyah, now I shall hug my parents who are very much asleep now! ^^

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (02)

x___x I had this feeling before.. you know.. :P With Roxas and all.. Hahaha.

Well, usually, my confessions are related to stuff like.. problems and all. x__x Well, for me now, it's a problem. XD;; I'm suffering heart ache! *audience gasps*

....no.. seriously.. ^^;;

x__x The Roxas thing was years ago, and I don't know WHY I even liked him. But here I am, having the same feelings.. 'It's just a crush!' I told people. GAH, but do crushes hurt THIS bad? ^^;; Maybe the big ones do..

Here I am, sitting down, trying not to think about it, but I don't know. 'Is this just a crush?' I keep asking myself. I've unknowingly told my tuition mates (Padi & Chris) that I like people born in the year of the Dogs and Horse, and commenting on how egotistic Horses are.

Then one day, when I told Padi when we were watching Arashi on my PSP (x__x Wanna be distracted here), 'Oh actually, when I was writing the list, I was thinking of Arashi members, and a friend of mine!' And she was like, 'Oh, do you LIKE him?' BAM! I started stuttering like crazy, 'W-What? Noooo What? EH? No! What makes you think that!!' And I didn't notice how much I was blushing. Padi then KNEW I DID like him. '...damn it..' That was what I was thinking.

When we were sitting in school, studying for the Chemistry Practicals, she asked me a few questions, like.. how he was like. "Proud, egotistic, full of himself... but nice, friendly and honest," and I just grinned at her. She stared at me. "Egotistic.. Are you talking about the guy born in the year of the Horse? Oh my god, you ARE!" '...ah....' was what I said.. and then I ran to the back, blushing madly. x___x

GAH when I think of it, I blush a lot at that topic. ;-; And I end up having my heart beat rapidly. x___x One of the weird-ism behind this as well, I get overly excited when he's going on and all. 'Yaaaaay!' and all. XD;; But when he's not on, I'm usually, 'Hmm, okay.' Normal. But when he IS, its like I'm all, 'Hahahaha *laughs* Yeaaaayyyy!! *huggles*' to random people, it scares me. o_e

^^;; Overall, my depressions are on when I don't talk to him much, but I'll smile when I think about it. x___x;; There's more stuff.. but I'm just going to sit back and think about it.

But, one question though,

Is this just a crush? Or can it lead to 'love'?

^^;; Just a question.. Because, for me.. I honestly don't know!

NOTE:

:P No, this is not really the problem. ^^;;

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (04)

Have you ever wondered why some people has great luck in these, and the worst luck in those?

Well, I have been wondering about that. One day, every thing in your life was fine. You swear, it was the best and most enjoying day of your life! Everyone's talking and friends with you, you have a loved one nearby, your entertainment life is amusing, and everything was going the way you liked it to go!

But suddenly, all your luck changed, and everything turned upside down. Gosh, I really hated those moments. When one thing is over, another bad thing happens. It's your worst day EVER!

Usually, it would happen to one person, and one person only at a time. But what happens if everyone in a group of four friends are slowly experiencing it? Life couldn't have been worse. Especially when those problems may have only slight relation to each other. What can we do to come up with 4 different kinds of solutions?

Last year, everything was going so well.. We all became close friends! We enjoyed different stuff! We all made plans! And I thought nothing dramatic could happen like this...

This year, everything changed. Everyone was experiencing a bit of stress for the exams, but that's expected. What we all didn't expect was the problems that laid down in front of us. We all had different paths, and now, we're in the midst of trying to cross a different river, all with different methods.

I know, that this river I'm passing, was nothing like from the past. In the past, my attempts of running away wouldn't fail. And stuff like ignorance would help. But this time, I know those two won't be able to solve anything here. What was I to do?

Right now, everyone of us are screaming, 'Help me... for a bit...' though we may hide those feelings. Even I have to say, I want to scream for help, but I know I can't. We're all occupied with the problems we're facing, and this may be the turning points of some of us. As for me, I'm honestly not sure. Ignoring this fact would just hurt me, but I'm scared of moving on.

I guess I'm those type to, sit back, and watch everything, so I can learn from it. But since I never had much of a friend to rely on during my primary years, and a few years for my secondary years, I never experienced this problem before. It's like a foreign language to me. My parents had taught me what was wrong and what was right in the past, but they had never thought me about these kind of problems I would face.

Though, our main problems are sort of different, yet it's related as it has something to do with studies, or our future. x__x I honestly don't know what else to do, and I'm already stuck in the beginning of the river crossing..

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (01)

x__x Yeeeay, new section! Hahaha.

Actually, I got to talking with Nacchan. And I realised how much I was thinking about my own matters, that I neved got to know what's going on with the rest. x___x "Ah.. How insensitive of me.." I thought. ^^ I listened, but now I know our problems here and there..

'What about Kuro?' I thought. x___x I thought we all needed each other at this time.. but all these problems now? I don't know where to start.. My problem is the lightest, so mine can wait.. or can it? Maybe my heart can't. XD;;

But as for now, let's all just go out for a picnic after the exams! We can all talk.. x___x And I'll tell who I like. :P (You should be happy there, Mr. I-Love&Married-Communism) XD;;

x___x Aaah, 'liking someone again' people might think here. x__x But all I had crushes on are usually towards fictional characters, idols who I never met before, or close friends (but that lasts for a shoooort time XD). x___x But here I am.. falling for HIM. Damn you, Mr. IL&MC!! x___x;; Lol..

These crushes were short, and unimportant.. But I have a slight feeling.. this crush.. is going to take a different route. x___x And, I may have been good in other stuff, but.. you know.. I'm very hopeless and useless in my OWN love life. x___x;; ....

KaoCHO of Today (02) + New Section!

Today ish... 23rd May, 2008, 6.21AM when I started, aaand, it's a Friday!

Mood:
I feel normal, and happy! But STILL distracted. ~___~;;

Social Life:
:P It got me thinking.. (Check KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (03) )

Money Life:
x____x Still have no money life..

Gaming Life:
x____x;; I've stopped going on Kazu, wood sales weren't as great as in the past. :P I stopped after my last sale.

Internet Life:
Blogging habits are down a bit. ^^ Though, now I'm hooked up on Arashi again! ARGH!

Love Life:
x____x;; I'm really not sure about this...

Family Life:
Ha... My parents are away and doesn't know about my Exams..

Study Life:
x____x;; Exams start by tomorrow..

Health:
Still sick, with coughs&sniffles. Though, I don't know if its my body, or my mind which is exhausted.. x__x;; I feel like sleeping a lot..

TOM'CHI ian's BURP'DAY!! (01)

:') It is now time to celebrate your birthday, Ian. :P Let all the bad past go, and start new memories! We may not walk on the same path, but we walk the same journey to our goal! Our paths may cross, and we would have to make the best of it!

People may call it 'sweet sixteen' but to me, it is different for everyone else. :P I may have no turned 16 yet (That's half a year left for me! DX), but I know that every year it's different! ^^;; I just have a feeling I'm going to get heartbroken at some point, or maybe the return of the painful love! XD;; ^^ But it may be no different from you. Your case with Karate, and my case with.. well... something. ^^;;

I know, that perhaps, there are some bad days, and you feel like falling to the ground and cry. If you feel like it, please do it. It'll help a lot. You may call people 'smarter', 'nicer', 'something-er', well, for me, if I was smart, you are no different. :P I may be smart in Maths, but there is something I'm not good at. Just because some people are better, it doesn't make you the worst. :P

From what I think, I think what HE was trying to say was. It doesn't matter of what other people thinks. 'Not bad,' is just a comment. Perhaps it bothers you, but to me, it's not like that person knows me well. So why listen to her? Because you're still in it, means you like it. What you do, doesn't depend on how well you do it. It depends on how much you like, and enjoy it. As well as, knowing it yourself. If you feel that maybe it wasn't your best, you wouldn't know. :P You just have to try better! Use this moment as an encouragement to pursue your training.

Your parents may just say no to that and this, but from what I see, maybe this is their way of saying, 'We're concerned about your studies.' But maybe after O levels, you can continue training after that. :) So don't let it get to you. Just take this as how I always play games. Anyone would be concerned, right? XD;;

Oh, I'm sorry for not writing in the card. No one GAVE me the card, and from what I see, there were no more space left. x___x;; So, like Buggy, I'm giving you my own greeting. ^^ I don't trust you with a card. :P You might just lose it, or flushed it down the toilet.

Correct me if I'm wrong. x___x;; I haven't been concerned with my friends' matters, when I had my own matters to solve two weeks ago. And still trying to cure this sleeping sickness, and also, my gaming addiction to DOMO, and a possible heart wreck. x___x;;


Music: ロストワールド (By Ellegarden)
Dorama: None (Wanting to watch HYD The Final!)
Games: DOMO (is on!)
MSN: Online/Busy

Time: 21st May 2008, 1.40PM

KaoCHO's Fiction - Unlikely Love?.. (02)

Author's Note:
^^ I needed to post this up to repay for tomorrow since I may not go on. @__@;; Exxxxaaammmsss noooooooo!

Female Cast:
Azuya Takuchi
Kokoro Takei
Sanada Takuya
Hinako Suzumiya

Male Cast:
Akira Ozuyama
Taro Takashima
Ryuichi Shirosaki
Hiroyuki Manabe
Kakeru Yoshiki

"Nu-uh, I think there is a guy in the inn," Azuya protested. "I don't think so," Ryuichi replied. Both pairs were sitting by the table. It was a regular day at the club room, and most members were out, or away. And the two were talking about a game that both of them had played before.

Chapter Two: "You're a girl! A cute one, too."

"Takuchi-San, we need you to help us with a question~" A younger male called out in a sing-song tone. "Okay! Well, I'll see you later, Ryui!" Azuya waved at him, grinning and left as the younger male pulled her out.

Ryuichi waved back, but soon turned his head to the sleeping member at the table. He stayed quiet, but soon walked over to the member. "Taro, you're missing class," He whispered in the sleeping male's ear. Taro twitched and pushed him away. "Mmmhmm... Yeah.. okay..." Taro stretched front, back, and sideways, with his hand hitting Ryuichi several times.

"Were you talking with the new member just now?... Takuchi.. was it?" Taro asked, as he scratched his head, and combed his messed up hair with his fingers. "Yeah.." Ryuichi answered, raising an eyebrow. "Hmm.. okay, seems like a nice guy.." Taro commented as he got up, resting his arm behind his head. "See ya later," He quickly left for class. Ryuichi wondered about it. "Guy...?"

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Ka-shack! Ryuichi turned his head to the door, as he saw the new member came in. "Ah, Takuchi, can you send this over to class 3-A? A member left it. I think it was Taro. Taro Takashima," He handed out a literature textbook to her. "Eh? Sure," Azuya took the book, and gave him a small wave before running off, leaving the officer alone in the room.

"Class 3-A, right?" Azuya looked around as she ran down the hall way. "Ah, found it!" She made a quick stop and pointed at the classroom door. She slid open the door, and peeked in. There were few students left, and most of them had probably left. "Ah, Takuchi-San!" A senior called out. "What are you doing here?" Azuya simply answered briefly, but looked around. In the corner, Taro lifted his head as his book slid off his head. "Ta...kuchi?"

"Uhmm, wait, where's Taro Takashima in this class?" Azuya huffed before the senior started on about anything else. "Oh, Taro? There," The senior pointed at Taro, who looked at them with not much interest. Azuya simply stared back, and thanked the senior silently. Before anyone could move or say anything, Taro walked up to her. Azuya moved back, in alert. Taro held the book she was holding, and leaned in near her face with a smile. "So, you're Takuchi? Oh wow, you're a girl! A cute one too!" He commented.

Azuya's face blushed several shades of red, and she definitely felt creeped out. "EEHH?"

Author's Note:
x___x;; It was a short update, but hey, we get to see another character. :P Another rush job.

Taro Takashima
Name: Taro Takashima
Age: 18
Class: 3-A
Gender: Male
Position: Member
Background: He's the 1st male in a 5-member family.
Personality: Flirty, nice, proud, egotistic, childish and serious, smart
Height: 1.80m
Appearance: He has a thin figure, with muscles, though, he's fit. He has black hair, and blue eyes, that fits his pale skin, and handsome face.

KaoCHO of Today (01)

:( Unfortunately, I've added a new section called, 'KaoCHO of Today' which features what's going on in my life now that concerns me. ^^ It's more likely supposed to be a short and brief explanation.

Mood:
I feel normal, and happy! But slightly distracted. :'(

Social Life:
:) Yay, I'm talking with Mayven again! :P That's a good thing, right?

Money Life:
~___~;; I never had a money life..

Gaming Life:
:o I've stopped gaming, but I still go on my mule, Kazu, to collect stuff and sell them. It's all automatic, so practically I'm not playing. :P But I do chat with my friends.

Internet Life:
So hooked up on listening to Ellegarden. x___x;; I want to listen to more of it! And also blogging has once more become a part of my life.. ~_~ Damn it.

Love Life:
*heart beats faster* @____@;;; .... Well.. I have no say in this.. :P But.. I DO like someone. *slight blush* x////x;; Someone you wouldn't know! Uhhh.. yay? And definitely someone not in my school.

Family Life:
XP My parents are away for 2 weeks?

Study Life:
@__@;; Still distracted, and exams are within the week!! AGH NOOOO!!

KaoCHO's Fiction - Unlikely Love?.. (01)

Author's Note:
:P I just felt like typing this for fun. I wanted to blog more, buuut.. I ran out of ideas, so yeah. Haha! I wrote this fiction for fun, and if it resembles any movie, or story, or the life of someone else, I'm sorry to say; It's purely coincidental! Seriously..

Although, I posted on the main characters + minor characters, I'm only introducing a few of the cast. XD;;

Female Cast:
Azuya Takuchi
Kokoro Takei
Sanada Takuya
Hinako Suzumiya

Male Cast:
Akira Ozuyama
Taro Takashima
Ryuichi Shirosaki
Hiroyuki Manabe
Kakeru Yoshiki

"'Takuchi-San, I noticed you haven't joined a single club.. as second years, you have to join... at least.. one club.. don't you know?'...are you serious...?" Azuya's face cramped up, as her face twitched, after reading a not left by the class president.

"EEEEEHHHHH??!!??!"

Chapter One: "Salute! It's the Freedom Brigade!"

"Tennis Club?.. Basketball Club?.. Art Club?!" Azuya slammed the club leaflets onto the table. "I understand all these clubs; but a DICTIONARY club?! What do they do? Read dictionaries, and memorize every single sentence?" Azuya messed up her hair, as this was definitely irritating her. Every one of her classmate looked at her. They definitely didn't want to be in her way now.. well.. not ever.

Azuya let out a sigh. There were so many clubs, and she didn't know which one to join. In fact, she didn't want to participate in any activities at all. She looked up at the notice board, where they advertised different clubs. "Nothing that's attracting me.." She mumbled, feeling a tad down. She had already alerted everyone with her 'Don't-Disturb-Me' aura, and now she's thinking that it was all in vain.

"Oh, are you looking for a club to join?" A male voice asked. She turned her head, to meet the eyes of an older male. There was silence between the two of them, before Azuya turned her head back to the board. 'What?-Are-you-talking-to-me-you-pervert?' was stuck on her head, as the male student simply stood there. He let out a sigh, and simply slapped his forehead.

Azuya looked at all the leaflets, and soon one caught her eye. It was small, and hidden under many more. "Freedom Brigade?" She let out a small snicker, but read on. 'Want to join a club that will not force you into its activities? Or do you want to join a club which knows when you want to be a dormant member? You can do whatever you like, as long as it does not go against our rules.' Her eyes stared at it. "FOUND IT!" She yelled in her mind.

"You know.." The male started. "Oh my god, are you STILL here?" Azuya asked the male, feeling a bit disturbed. "Yeah.. You know.. the offer is still on," The male commented. "Offer?" Azuya titled her head to the side. "This.. club," He stated, pointing to the same leaflet that she was staring at. Azuya simply stared at the male who gave her a small smile. "I accept."

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"All right, everyone, we have a new member!" This caused everyone in the club room to look at Azuya as she stood in front. "Uhhh.. hey... all?" She greeted, with a small wave, and a dumbfounded look. "There's sooo many members.." She stated in her mind. "Hey!" "Welcome!" "Hello!" Most of them greeted her with a warm welcome with smiles, grins, laughter as well as waves.

"Hey there, and welcome to the club... Takuchi-San," the earlier male welcomed with a wider smile, but still small. "I'm an officer of the club, and the club president is away for a test he missed."

"Officer?.." Azuya mumbled, and looked at him. He was about to go, before she spoke up. "Wait for a bit, what's your name, Mr. Officer?" Azuya asked, curious. He turned his head to her. He answered with a grin, " Ryuichi Shirosaki, Class 3-B."

Author's Note:
:P I wanted to add character description into the story, but it seems hard to stuff it in. So I'll just state their height, and appearance, and a bit more details.

Azuya Takuchi
Name: Azuya Takuchi
Age: 16
Class: 2-A
Gender: Female
Position: Member
Background: She's the 2nd child in a 4-member family.
Personality: Short-tempered at times, quite emotional as she can't control her feelings, dumb in a sense that she doesn't know what's happening to her, cheerful at times, friendly?
Height: 1.60m
Appearance: She has brown hair that passes her shoulder slightly, and hazel brown eyes. She has a cute, innocent face, and quite thin in figure. She sticks out her lips when she feels displeased or upset.

Ryuichi Shirosaki
Name: Ryuichi Shirosaki
Age: 18
Class: 3-B
Gender: Male
Position: Officer
Background: He's the only child, living with his mother.
Personality: Calm, quiet, serious, shy, and controls his feelings well, blunt, wise
Height: 1.85m
Appearance: He has dark brown hair that is neat, and dark brown eyes. He has muscular body, and has a calm expression most of the time.

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (02)

"One day I saw you hit the ground
I could not find a word to say to you.."

Have you ever felt the disappointment in yourself, when you find that you are unable to say anything, or comfort your friend whenever she or he feels down? I find it odd, you can say a word that may break someone's heart, but you can only say a thousand words that may heal a heart. I honestly find it unfair.

It sometimes makes me think, 'Ahh.. I feel so useless here...' and I end up feeling worse, and start being really useless + negative thoughts. x___x;; but what can I expect?

Whenever I feel horrible, I try not to show it, but it does anyway. x__x;; I don't like the feeling of someone being concerned about me.. x__x;; I just feel like a bother, and all. But the feeling of knowing someone is concerned about me, makes me happy. XD;; 'My existence matters!' I was thinking.

"I know you hide the scar on your back
So you don't need to do that no more.."

Some people, as they hide their anxiety and feelings under a mask, they think what they feel shouldn't bother the rest. Well, for me, when I know about it, all I can say to them is, 'It's all right. Just take that mask off when I'm here.' x___x;; When I do, they tell me stuff, which I accept, but I cannot think of what to say to comfort the person. So I tell them my logic, and what I think.

:P I know, this just totally contradict what I do. x___x;; I guess I'm the type to advise, and talk, but never follow my own advice. I wonder if it means I never gave it a thought..

I recall having to say to Fee, 'oh, he's definitely crushing on you,' and when she talks about that guy a lot, I'd say, 'oh, you like him too!' XD;; Well, this makes me think of what I felt. Having to feel awful about stuff, when people have to ask me, 'do you like him?' and I'd feel as if my heart just got pained and realized something. I'd feel panicked, but try to keep calm. 'No! No.. I don't like him.. I think I don't.. maybe..' and then I think.. 'Maybe.. I do...' Then later on, it'll be like, 'Aaaaahh.. what should I doooo?' x___x;; I may be able to tell when one likes another, but I can't tell if I like that person or not.

(Lyrics in italic are from ロストワールド by Ellegarden)

Music: ロストワールド (By Ellegarden)
Dorama: None (Wanting to watch HYD The Final!)
Games: DOMO (is on!)
MSN: Online/Busy

Time: 20th May 2008, 3.11PM