KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (04)

Have you ever wondered why some people has great luck in these, and the worst luck in those?

Well, I have been wondering about that. One day, every thing in your life was fine. You swear, it was the best and most enjoying day of your life! Everyone's talking and friends with you, you have a loved one nearby, your entertainment life is amusing, and everything was going the way you liked it to go!

But suddenly, all your luck changed, and everything turned upside down. Gosh, I really hated those moments. When one thing is over, another bad thing happens. It's your worst day EVER!

Usually, it would happen to one person, and one person only at a time. But what happens if everyone in a group of four friends are slowly experiencing it? Life couldn't have been worse. Especially when those problems may have only slight relation to each other. What can we do to come up with 4 different kinds of solutions?

Last year, everything was going so well.. We all became close friends! We enjoyed different stuff! We all made plans! And I thought nothing dramatic could happen like this...

This year, everything changed. Everyone was experiencing a bit of stress for the exams, but that's expected. What we all didn't expect was the problems that laid down in front of us. We all had different paths, and now, we're in the midst of trying to cross a different river, all with different methods.

I know, that this river I'm passing, was nothing like from the past. In the past, my attempts of running away wouldn't fail. And stuff like ignorance would help. But this time, I know those two won't be able to solve anything here. What was I to do?

Right now, everyone of us are screaming, 'Help me... for a bit...' though we may hide those feelings. Even I have to say, I want to scream for help, but I know I can't. We're all occupied with the problems we're facing, and this may be the turning points of some of us. As for me, I'm honestly not sure. Ignoring this fact would just hurt me, but I'm scared of moving on.

I guess I'm those type to, sit back, and watch everything, so I can learn from it. But since I never had much of a friend to rely on during my primary years, and a few years for my secondary years, I never experienced this problem before. It's like a foreign language to me. My parents had taught me what was wrong and what was right in the past, but they had never thought me about these kind of problems I would face.

Though, our main problems are sort of different, yet it's related as it has something to do with studies, or our future. x__x I honestly don't know what else to do, and I'm already stuck in the beginning of the river crossing..