ONLINE Habits

I've actually gathered and piled up a list of my online habits, ne? But mostly I might be relating MSN, and all.

These are my MSN habits. Well, call me strange for doing this as I have a weird sense of thinking, ne!

1) Usually online 24/7 EVEN if I'm not there
Well, this is because I feel like I want to catch everyone's message to me! I also don't want to miss an opportunity to talk to them. So, I usually reply back their messages when I see them! ..Unless that person went offline already. ^^;; Since I usually reply back when I AM here, I feel that I can be there for anyone when they need someone to talk to, ne!

2) Status is AWAY as always
Well, I have a habit to fall asleep at random times, even when I want to rest. And sometimes I forget I have MSN on since I don't always check my screen every 10 minutes! So I leave my status as away so that people would know that I'm away, though, at times when I'm not away.. well.. you can always nudge me to see if I respond!

3) Blocking someone is NEVER forever
Whenever someone pisses me off, I will either log off, appear offline, so simply block them! But whenever I block, I will always unblock after a few days, since I don't really keep much grudges when I feel its not worth my bother.

4) Display Pictures are ODDLY all males
Well, I guess I just like the idea of people taking me as a guy at the first glance, ne? Other than security reasons, I sort of feel better that way! Then again, I can always look at the guy's picture when I'm bored. :P But usually, the guy I put on my DP are USUALLY the guys I'm liking the most right now. XD;; (So when you see Ohchan, you know its Arashi time, ne?) But I also have a habit to put on photos that looks nice. (Damn Nino for all those lovely and kawaii pictures of him!)

5) Instant GAME and WEBCAM invites rejection
I usually reject these two invitations since I thought it wasn't good for my connection and how my computer was running. I'm not only running MSN, I'm running Firefox, Maxthon, Winamp, MMORPGs (window-sized) at times, or even just watching videos. Though, I DO accept when someone asks me nicely, and give me a good reason. :)

6) NUDGES & WINKS are a no-no
I disabled them because I might be doing something as... photo editting or blogging. And when the window pops up, well.. there goes my stuff! Plus I find it pretty annoying.

7) MSN name always contain name, status & song name or part of the lyrics OR the band name
:P This is a way to see how my net life goes. Status usually would be just a normal thing, but the names show what I've been doing! Since I'm now liking the idea of being mistakened as a guy, I use MAXX pretty much. Lyrics, and song name usually represents what song I'm addicted to, but usually this song is related to my mood and my current feelings. Band names.. usually means I'm very much addicted to that band at the moment. (Eg. Arashi in Kanji, or anything like 'God Tegoshi' or names of the members!)

8) My different nicknames represent a rank
I use MAXX usually when I meet new people, since I like the idea of being mistakened as a guy. But sooner or later, I ask them to call me by different names such as Kaoru, Rei, Erix, etc. Kaoru as a primary name, and Rei being my secondary, depending on how close or how much I like you. XD;; If I don't like you THAT much, well.. be sure to call me by Erix. Kaoru is simply meaning I just like you. Rei and Maxx are simply friends. Other names such as Riida, Ohchan, KaoCHO or Kao-Chan, simply means I LIKE YOU MORE THAN THE REST! XD;; But of course, you need MY permission to use it. Or you can find yourself on my ignore list like Zushi. :P Though people I like the most, I usually give them a range of names. ^^ (So people who I asked to call me Kao-Chan or KaoCHO, you're LOVEDED by me. *HATTO*)

9) You know when I HEART YOU when I don't ignore you
If I ignore you, (a) I'm mad at you, (b) I'm away/busy or.. (c) I simply don't like you as much. :P Well, I can definitely look at Zushi and Dan at this point!

10) Never *IM people (Instant Message)
That's my main rule. I never IM people unless I feel like its something that I know I GOT to do or its important. :) THOUGH, I do IM when I feel creepily cheerful, ne? But if you noticed, I NEVER IM people because, I honestly feel like I'm disturbing them and being a pest! And also I don't know if you're busy or what.. Some people tend to put their status to online even when they're busy. So I don't want to be rude and an annoyance, so I tend to be quiet! So, if I don't IM you, then just IM me, since you know I would be waiting for anyone's message.

11) 'Haha', 'Lol', 'XD;;', '^^' Mainly?
Well, that JUST means I have no comment or nothing to say about that! If I'm busy, I would usually tell people. But if its this, well.. maybe I have no mood. :)

12) Links are what I dislike the most
No.. I'm joking. XD;; Kinda. I kinda hate it when people post them. Sometimes when I accidentally click it, IE comes on, and it lags my computer a lot! Then again, I've very lazy, so I don't look into it without a good reason.

Okay, that's all the MSN habits I have. :) But I have MORE ONLINE habits!

1) Why BLOG?
I find that blogging is a way to express your thoughts and feelings. Though, it may not be private, but I find it the best way for me to express my feelings. If I feel that I can't say it to your face, I post it on, since I don't want to encounter much questions just yet. I read my friends' blogs since they sometimes do the same. Plus I can get some info of their life, ne? Because I'm a bit ignorant at times, and I don't ask them how life is going that much.

2) With those many games
Well, if you looked at my desktop. Yes, I have 9 MMORPGs installed, but why don't I ever play them? I usually play during my break or holidays. I keep a lot since I like to rotate them, and every one of them has something unique. :P If I like having many skills, I can use play DOMO. If I want a place to emo at, I can go to SRO or RFO, etc. Then again, why I rotate, is because I won't be able to get addicted to one game. So, if I played Fiesta, I move to SRO the next day. I'll forget about Fiesta then!

3) Download too much?
I agree. Waiting for one download to finish, and start another is a bother, ne? But I find it a good way to kill time other than playing games. Then again, I do this partly because I'm a data collector. ^^ I'd rather watch shows and videos instead of playing games. Then again, downloading makes it that I won't watch videos OR play games. I think time is being wasted if I don't download anything, so I can found downloading quite a lot of stuff, one after another. Plus, it's not like it'll be there forever ne! So better download them while I can! (And no, strangely, my laptop doesn't get smoked or burst into flames after months of downloading. :P We have a special bond. As long as I have Racer (Or Yuki) here with me, I'll be fine. XD;; Though, taking it away = days of being sick. Yup, that's me! I'll be a lifeless doll without Racer..

4) Only UPLOAD a number of stuff at a time
I don't usually connect my mobile or whatever to my Racer when I want to upload less than 20 photos onto Racer. So I usually wait for a HUGE numbers of photos before I upload them onto my Racer. ^^ Same goes for scanning drawings and all those. :) Also uploading them online.

I can't think of any for now. XD;; So.. look forward to an updated one!?

Blabber on Game? (01)

Before I go, I want to talk (or.. list down) the games I've played before. x__x I can remember about 12 games, but I think there's more. I just forgot. I'm also listing games I'm playing, games I'll be playing in the future, and games I know but not planning to play, as well as games which I'm in midst of deciding of whether to play or not. (:P Though, I stick to a game for as much as 1 - 4 weeks.)

1) Maple Story ( Global & SEA Version )
Honestly, this is my first MMORPG, and probably the longest one I stayed with. Well.. until I found it boring, and grinding seems effin impossible. e__e And how much people accused me of KSing when I'm simply using my skills. PLUS it's not like I can choose my enemies.

2-D graphics, 4 main classes; thief, warrior, mage, archer. Training starts getting impossible after lvl 50. (or less, where the monsters you're supposed fighting only give up to 0.01%) Controls are using keyboards.

Characters have large mutated heads, though it's adorable. But I don't want to get married to someone who had a very small body and a huge head. I wonder how he's able to balance. o_O;;

I played this.. from Zushi's Introduction. :3

2) Tales of Pirates ( or known as 'Pirates King Online' on another server )
:P This game is fun! I found the fact that you could also train at the sea fun. I liked this game, and I'd vote for it! But I never got far. x__x;; The only problem here is that, the jobs you can choose depends on your gender, for example, only females can be cleric, while only males can be swordsman.

3-D graphics, 3 main classes (that I can remember..); swordsman, cleric, explorer. Movements made by mouse.

Characters look normal, and I liked the system where there's a box that you can only by a certain level that gives you the equipment after 5 levels. The only flaw here is that earning money is such as pain in the CHIKO-POMPOM, and if you don't have anyone to give you money in the beginning.. well.. that's hell for you! And cash shop items don't have defense at all, so you're practically dead.

I found this game by an AD.

3) Silkroad Online
THIS is a game worth playing, IF you have friends. In the past, I played this, and there was only the Chinese race. But I recently checked it out, they added a new race; European race. And for both, the job system is different, in a sense that, if you're Chinese, you can choose which weapon you want to master in and what element. But for the European race, it's the normal job thing + sub.

Training is easy if you're Chinese, since you're balanced by both magic, and melee. But for European, it's a pain IF you're a bard. Imagine yourself training happily, UNTIL A GIANT or PARTY monster spawns and YOU'll be in deep **** if you're alone. Let alone if BOTH spawned at the same time + if the monsters are uhmmm.. aggressive. :P Yup, the reason why I left! ~_~ No friends.

3-D Graphics which is very beautiful by my eyes, main classes? Don't even bother. Movements are by mouse as well.

Characters are nicely designed! Seriously. And if you're a bard, for every attack you give, you can hear lovely music~ ^^ I can't say much about this game though..

I found this game by... AD. :P

4) Trickster Online
A game I consider not worth playing, unless you've played a lot, and can quickly understand what's what. I honestly think earning money here is hard, let alone trying to find the equipment..

3-D Graphics, no main classes. Movements by mouse.

Characters are like chibi form..ish.

I found this game by AD as well.

5) Ghost Online
This game reminds me a lot of Maple, AND Singapore/Malaysia/China. :P As all the monsters are Asia-themed ghosts.. most probably from Malaysia. I played this game a long time ago.. so I don't exactly remember how it was like.

2-D Graphics, 3 main classes if I remember well; mage, warrior.. and last one was assassin I think. Movements by keyboard.

Characters have large heads, but a pretty thin and long body. So it's not as mutated as Maple. :P

I found this game... uhmm.. by a game board.

6) FlyFF
I can't say much for this game, since I only played for a day and stopped as.. there was a bug. XD;;

3-D Graphics like TOP + DOMO.

Friends introduction.

7) Anarchy Online
GOSH DON'T even TRY this game! When I played it.. I can't even get my character to lvl 5 since the system is hard! I don't understand a single bit, and when I tried to read, it made no sense. o_O;;

8) Fiesta
This is a game worth playing.. but not for long. Money earning seems easy.. but it's not. Well, this game was the one that made me categorize which game is good, which is not. :P

Uhmm.. I found a lot about this game, but I know that the graphics was very nice!

9) Rising Force Online

10) RAN Online

11) DOMO

12) Magic World Online

13) Phoenix Dynasty Online

14) Rohan Online

15) 2Moons Online

16) 9Dragons

17) Shaiya
(To be honest.. when I joined Aeria, this was the game I was aiming for.. but I ended up downloading DOMO XD;;)

18) Secret of Solstice

19) DECIDE

20) Rappelz

21) Hero Online

22) Lineage

23) World of Warcraft

24) Eudemons Online

25) Martial Heroes

26) Perfect World

**Editted Soon, as for now.. I'm burning my mind.. x__x;;**

Mr. IL&MC!

:o

You're actually READING my blogs? XD;; Lol.

o_o Creepy... :P Now I'm sure not to post anything odd.

And... 'its only like.. 7 weeks'

ONLY?! RAWR! *bites Kasugai (teh Metal Teddy Bear on DOMO)*

...oh well. ^^;;

x__x

Yes, you are VERY egotistic. ^^ Nyan! ;P

*goes and posts more entries*

KaoCHO's Ways to Scare People Away!! (01)

KaoCHO's very untidy and unorganized!

*gasps* Like anyone would want that!

Mangas on the desk, and they're supposed to be on the shelf!! And... and... KaoCHO's FILES! Music file here, music file there! And... and.. a lot of duplicates!! x__x;;

I swear, I do NOT know how many Arashi Songs and how many duplicates I have!




:P And that's only their music! What about..

VIDEOS!




and...let's see inside the main folders;

MAGO MAGO ARASHI




and ARASHI NO SHUKUDAI-KUN
(lol.. ignore the MSN guy. e__o Stupid guy had to log in at that time.)



and, don't forget.. THEIR MOVIES



AND DORAMAS!!



and.... their lovely pictures :3
(btw, there's more if I scrolled down.. but, the main attraction were the folders. XD)




*gasps* What an Arashi fangirl!!

Lol, I know.

I'm just posting this to scare all the artists away (and because I was partly bored)

Note:
To be honest.. x__x I barely even watched HALF of the videos I downloaded! Lol.. I just downloaded them since I want my computer to get something while I listen to music. ^^;; Lol, downloading is my part-time job. (;o And my salary is $ArashiStuff!)

Oh, and I renamed this entry. :P Gave me an idea of a new section.

Music: そのまま (SMAP) & 虹 (Aqua Timez)
Dorama: None
Games: DOMO (Kao&Kasu&Kazu is hibernating :3)
MSN: Online/Away

Time: 25th May 2008, 5.33PM

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (03)

People come and people go; but who actually keeps coming back?

No one is expected to stay by your side forever. And maybe, your close one would have to go. It was never easy to let them go, but you have to anyway.

But I have this weird luck where, everyone around me comes, and when they go, it's usually at the same time. During my time on DOMO, I had quite a few friends who I was close to, and we chatted everytime. ^^ It was fun, but it never lasted long.

I had to do something as stupid as to tell the guild officer about my friend (Ish) leaving to make his own. Then he just left, deleted me, put me on black list. It really broke my heart when he said to me, 'Well, it seems as if my feelings don't matter to you.' I wasn't expecting that, and all I did was stood there, with tears in my eyes. '....why did I do that...' was what I was thinking for days. Someone, Renn, just kicked the spirits back into me, also with the help of Pheo. I was fine, well.. I kept saying I was fine.

Until one day, Renn told me how confused I was, and how indecisive I became. It wasn't Ish that was on my mind. It was what he said. 'You KNEW I would do this, and you just decided on it anyway.' I was really guilty, and so scared, 'What if I lost more friends..' I could help but thought of that.

Soon after, Pheo had pressed on me too much, I just blew it. And the next thing I know, he's just going with another member. I felt as if I was replaced. Then after some time, I noticed how two of my close friends weren't going on. I felt so depressed even more. But, gladly, Mr. IL&MC just cheered me up, and I have to thank him for that!

Soon enough, I cleared up my business with Pheo. Okay, we weren't as close, but hell with it. Then, one day, Mr. IL&MC tells me something.. I really hoped didn't come.. ^^;; And in the end, he has to go as well. When I went on DOMO to add a friend, Pheo tells me that Renn is leaving the guild. Gosh, I feel so horrible!

But, I couldn't say a word. I wanted to tell them what I felt about it.. but I couldn't.. Because I don't want to drag them down.. ^^;; Maybe, what Ish said really got to me.. His words made me feel as if I was the selfish one.. but.. what was I do to?

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (02)

x___x I had this feeling before.. you know.. :P With Roxas and all.. Hahaha.

Well, usually, my confessions are related to stuff like.. problems and all. x__x Well, for me now, it's a problem. XD;; I'm suffering heart ache! *audience gasps*

....no.. seriously.. ^^;;

x__x The Roxas thing was years ago, and I don't know WHY I even liked him. But here I am, having the same feelings.. 'It's just a crush!' I told people. GAH, but do crushes hurt THIS bad? ^^;; Maybe the big ones do..

Here I am, sitting down, trying not to think about it, but I don't know. 'Is this just a crush?' I keep asking myself. I've unknowingly told my tuition mates (Padi & Chris) that I like people born in the year of the Dogs and Horse, and commenting on how egotistic Horses are.

Then one day, when I told Padi when we were watching Arashi on my PSP (x__x Wanna be distracted here), 'Oh actually, when I was writing the list, I was thinking of Arashi members, and a friend of mine!' And she was like, 'Oh, do you LIKE him?' BAM! I started stuttering like crazy, 'W-What? Noooo What? EH? No! What makes you think that!!' And I didn't notice how much I was blushing. Padi then KNEW I DID like him. '...damn it..' That was what I was thinking.

When we were sitting in school, studying for the Chemistry Practicals, she asked me a few questions, like.. how he was like. "Proud, egotistic, full of himself... but nice, friendly and honest," and I just grinned at her. She stared at me. "Egotistic.. Are you talking about the guy born in the year of the Horse? Oh my god, you ARE!" '...ah....' was what I said.. and then I ran to the back, blushing madly. x___x

GAH when I think of it, I blush a lot at that topic. ;-; And I end up having my heart beat rapidly. x___x One of the weird-ism behind this as well, I get overly excited when he's going on and all. 'Yaaaaay!' and all. XD;; But when he's not on, I'm usually, 'Hmm, okay.' Normal. But when he IS, its like I'm all, 'Hahahaha *laughs* Yeaaaayyyy!! *huggles*' to random people, it scares me. o_e

^^;; Overall, my depressions are on when I don't talk to him much, but I'll smile when I think about it. x___x;; There's more stuff.. but I'm just going to sit back and think about it.

But, one question though,

Is this just a crush? Or can it lead to 'love'?

^^;; Just a question.. Because, for me.. I honestly don't know!

NOTE:

:P No, this is not really the problem. ^^;;

Guide for Ian!

I got it! :o You want your blog to only be accessed by me, Kuroru, and Nacchan, right? Well, I have an idea on how to do that. :)

Do you see the menu above this page?


1) Click on Settings

2) Under Settings, look at the sub-sections: Find 'Permissions'


3) All right, now all you got to do is change your Blog Readers; to 1) People I choose, or 2) Blog Authors.

• For 'Only people I choose', they would need to log in to view, but they don't have any blogging rights.
• For 'Only blog authors', like above, but they have blogging rights. :P Which means, they can put entries on your blogs. x___x;;

Either way, you can just choose either of them, and then add the three of us. Then Miji or anyone else can't access or read your blogs. ^^

Also, your question on if people can link to your blog if you comment? Well, when I checked, my comment page is different from Kuroru, so when I checked my settings, my blog didn't allow anonymous comments. But, by any chance, if you want to post something with that option (I enabled it x__x but I may disable it.)



:) So Ian, you may have to choose whether to reply to my posts, either by comments, but everyone may see it. Or on your blog. XD;; Though, from my view, I think I'd like it if you added me to the author blog thing. x___x So I can post any secret entries to you.. without.. Miji or anyone reading. x___x;; But its your choice.. :P but if you go with my idea, tell me. So I can disable any anonymous comments.

1st Week Gone!

:o Whew.. I've been on here for 7 days, and I've already have like.. 25+ entries! XD;; This is what they call, 'The Mind of a..' .... uhmmm... o_o Nevermind, forget about it! Hahaz!

Now I shall wonder what it is, while I go get a drink! *goes missing for 5 minutes* ... *or more* x__x Damn it, Music Station ain't on tonight! Only... only... by tomorrow morning at 4AM and 10AM o_o;;; Hahaha.. x__x I'll go with the 4AM one.. :3 I heard from Asshie that Arashi was on it.. HoMGee!! :o I wonder what they've been doing, and how MatsuJun's movie is going as also Ohchan's Dorama. XD;;

1 Week is Gone! And I already feel so AGH x__x AAGHHH *goes and kicks evil Pedos (excluding you, Dindin XD)* ;-; Nyaahhhhio.... *goes into deep hibernation... for a few minutes*

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (01)

Well, I've seen people go online, and people go offline. But maybe not many knew how different one can be in real life and online. I'd have to admit that I, myself, am different from the one in real life when I'm online. Online, I may be loud, and cheerful, and maybe friendly and all. But in real life, I maybe the opposite. For one, I know I'm not loud. I'm quite quiet, and in a sense, no one notices me. I may be cheerful on some days, but not everyday.

I've had a friend who's completely different online and offline. Like my case, he's extremely quiet and dull, and maybe... o_o creepy in real life. But whenever I told people, 'Oh, I hate him, he's annoying.' and they'll go like, 'Errr... oookay... but he's quiet..' HAH! That's what they think. When online, you'd see how annoying he is. Stealing your default picture, and using it to mock you, annoy the crap out of you, and a stalker? Puh-lease. Now you'd see how free people are online than offline. They're able to express themselves more, and feel the freedom to do whatever they please.

Though, in some cases, some people who are happy online, may be the same in real life. For example, Inkeh! Yeahh.. :P I admire her for that. Being able to express herself in real life and online!

Overall, it's how people look at being online. For some, maybe they see the freedom in it. For me, all I see.. is more people who I get along well with. *grins*

Music: ロストワールド (By Ellegarden)
Dorama: None (Wanting to watch HYD The Final!)
Games: DOMO (is on!)
MSN: Online/Busy

Time: 19th May 2008, 9.06PM

(2 Hours, 36 Minutes After My Previous Post)