Me to You; Nacchan (03)

:P Yeah, RIP Slyme is GOOD! Their videos are creative and unique! SERIOUSLY! Though, you'd have to thank Asshie not me. :P HE introduced me to RIP Slyme! *hugs Assie* XD I guess I need to download their latest songs then! I only got old ones. x___x;;

New name for your character? o_O In a game? Or you're changing your nickname? XD;; Hahaha. Well, I'll think about that when I have free time (which is now XD), but I want something NICE & unique! Like.. Like.. Mnkk'd! XD;; Lol, LAME. I though Inkk'd, but it's Miharu not Ian. ;-;

XD;; Anyway, I'll get Kuroru to think with me. *hand cuffs wrist to Kuroru's wrist* ^^ o_o .... Awwww.. Now I can't eat chicken. e__e

The beach? Sunday or Saturday?! XD;; You told me Sunday, but you blogged it as Saturday! :P I'll see first. e__e My parents have high chances of saying no since its still exam.

:P I can, but not if my parents know. They'll nag me at home, or something.. strangely they don't nag me when I'm at the computer. o_O

x___x I liked the old layout, but I thought it was a bit boring, so I went and downloaded from other webs.. but the one I downloaded was originally in another language. o_e;; I was simply using instinct to change everything else.

PS, D; I just screwed up that ONE time, okayyyy?! And it wasn't ME cooking the instant noodle! e__e Barry did.

PPS, :P I don't think I give good advice. I just tell people what I think and feel by my own logic. e__e Which is VERY MUCH opposed by a guild mate of mine on DOMO (*cough*Ipheous*cough*) :P And if you put me beside him for a WHOLE DAY, we'll be arguing our asses off, and he'll pull off that 'No one caaresss about yooou' thing, or.. or.. 'What does logic have to do with this?!' or...or.. his infamous 'If you're not gonna say it, why mention it?' XD;; Yeah, I get easily pissed off with him. I might as well leave the guild or something. e__e Since he's the officer and all...

Mr. IL&MC!

:o

You're actually READING my blogs? XD;; Lol.

o_o Creepy... :P Now I'm sure not to post anything odd.

And... 'its only like.. 7 weeks'

ONLY?! RAWR! *bites Kasugai (teh Metal Teddy Bear on DOMO)*

...oh well. ^^;;

x__x

Yes, you are VERY egotistic. ^^ Nyan! ;P

*goes and posts more entries*

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (03)

People come and people go; but who actually keeps coming back?

No one is expected to stay by your side forever. And maybe, your close one would have to go. It was never easy to let them go, but you have to anyway.

But I have this weird luck where, everyone around me comes, and when they go, it's usually at the same time. During my time on DOMO, I had quite a few friends who I was close to, and we chatted everytime. ^^ It was fun, but it never lasted long.

I had to do something as stupid as to tell the guild officer about my friend (Ish) leaving to make his own. Then he just left, deleted me, put me on black list. It really broke my heart when he said to me, 'Well, it seems as if my feelings don't matter to you.' I wasn't expecting that, and all I did was stood there, with tears in my eyes. '....why did I do that...' was what I was thinking for days. Someone, Renn, just kicked the spirits back into me, also with the help of Pheo. I was fine, well.. I kept saying I was fine.

Until one day, Renn told me how confused I was, and how indecisive I became. It wasn't Ish that was on my mind. It was what he said. 'You KNEW I would do this, and you just decided on it anyway.' I was really guilty, and so scared, 'What if I lost more friends..' I could help but thought of that.

Soon after, Pheo had pressed on me too much, I just blew it. And the next thing I know, he's just going with another member. I felt as if I was replaced. Then after some time, I noticed how two of my close friends weren't going on. I felt so depressed even more. But, gladly, Mr. IL&MC just cheered me up, and I have to thank him for that!

Soon enough, I cleared up my business with Pheo. Okay, we weren't as close, but hell with it. Then, one day, Mr. IL&MC tells me something.. I really hoped didn't come.. ^^;; And in the end, he has to go as well. When I went on DOMO to add a friend, Pheo tells me that Renn is leaving the guild. Gosh, I feel so horrible!

But, I couldn't say a word. I wanted to tell them what I felt about it.. but I couldn't.. Because I don't want to drag them down.. ^^;; Maybe, what Ish said really got to me.. His words made me feel as if I was the selfish one.. but.. what was I do to?

Latest Art!

Oh my! It's Kaoru's latest art! XD;; I know! I just cut it out, and edited a bit. :3 It's a fan art, of my new character on DOMO! KaoruMAXX! Ehehe


Music: ロストワールド (By Ellegarden)
Dorama: None (Wanting to watch HYD The Final!)
Games: DOMO (is on!)
MSN: Online/Busy

Time: 19th May 2008, 3.30PM

(15 Minutes After My Previous Post)