Things I Want To Do / Change For These Two Years

x___x I may have said this a lot, but I need a list to remind me. SERIOUSLY. XD;; But I'll be adding each material one, by one.

For 2008;
1) Plan out carefully and slowly on what I want to do in the future, and be sure of it!
2) Try following a small schedule at least. x___x;;
3) Develop the ability to.. wake up when I want to! XD;; (Very impossible goal)
4) e_o Try... being more feminine, and all.. XD;; After exams. Lol.
5) x__x Sell all unwanted, or unloved manga! XD;;
6) Be able to enjoy and celebrate my birthday for the first time? ^^;; Lol.
7) 2nd Christmas! Yay! e__e And carefully planned.
8) Pierce my ears again by the end of the year. :)

For 2009;
1) Get rid my fears of.. cockroaches. x___x
2) Be better in cooking! And I can cook more stuff. :3
3) Try to weaken my gaming habits. x___x Once I'm addicted, I'm addicted.
4) Join and learn how to dance! Arashi style, yo! (Lol, refer to 'All or Nothing' by Arashi, their PV)
5) Spend less money on manga, anime, dorama, etc. x___x
6) :P Finish watching all the unwatched CDs!
7) Clean out my stuff..
8) :3 Do stuff like.. handicrafts, or play a musical instrument!
9) Develop better talking skills. e_o *referring to Teacher's comment on how soft and small my voice was for the Orals*
10) x___x Get a new swimming suit.. That's for sure!
11) Send more emails to my friends!
12) Add more colours to my room. ^^ It looks neat and all.. but not so warm.
13) Get rid fears of.. ghosts. o_o;;
14) Get rid of camera phobia!
15) Get a web cam! XD;;
16) Be able to host parties and all!
17) More social! :P And show everyone how I REALLY am online! *grins*
18) Force Mr. IL&MC to- hmmm... o_o Do something.. I don't know. Lol. XD I KNOW! To cook for me. ^^

Music: All or Nothing (By Arashi)
Dorama: None
Games: DOMO (hibernating characters x___x)
MSN: Online/Away

Time: 24th May 2008, 9.14PM

(Last Update: 25/05/08)

Guide for Ian!

I got it! :o You want your blog to only be accessed by me, Kuroru, and Nacchan, right? Well, I have an idea on how to do that. :)

Do you see the menu above this page?


1) Click on Settings

2) Under Settings, look at the sub-sections: Find 'Permissions'


3) All right, now all you got to do is change your Blog Readers; to 1) People I choose, or 2) Blog Authors.

• For 'Only people I choose', they would need to log in to view, but they don't have any blogging rights.
• For 'Only blog authors', like above, but they have blogging rights. :P Which means, they can put entries on your blogs. x___x;;

Either way, you can just choose either of them, and then add the three of us. Then Miji or anyone else can't access or read your blogs. ^^

Also, your question on if people can link to your blog if you comment? Well, when I checked, my comment page is different from Kuroru, so when I checked my settings, my blog didn't allow anonymous comments. But, by any chance, if you want to post something with that option (I enabled it x__x but I may disable it.)



:) So Ian, you may have to choose whether to reply to my posts, either by comments, but everyone may see it. Or on your blog. XD;; Though, from my view, I think I'd like it if you added me to the author blog thing. x___x So I can post any secret entries to you.. without.. Miji or anyone reading. x___x;; But its your choice.. :P but if you go with my idea, tell me. So I can disable any anonymous comments.

1st Week Gone!

:o Whew.. I've been on here for 7 days, and I've already have like.. 25+ entries! XD;; This is what they call, 'The Mind of a..' .... uhmmm... o_o Nevermind, forget about it! Hahaz!

Now I shall wonder what it is, while I go get a drink! *goes missing for 5 minutes* ... *or more* x__x Damn it, Music Station ain't on tonight! Only... only... by tomorrow morning at 4AM and 10AM o_o;;; Hahaha.. x__x I'll go with the 4AM one.. :3 I heard from Asshie that Arashi was on it.. HoMGee!! :o I wonder what they've been doing, and how MatsuJun's movie is going as also Ohchan's Dorama. XD;;

1 Week is Gone! And I already feel so AGH x__x AAGHHH *goes and kicks evil Pedos (excluding you, Dindin XD)* ;-; Nyaahhhhio.... *goes into deep hibernation... for a few minutes*

KaoCHO's Plans with Friends (01)

Proposal to: Nacchan, Kuroru, & Ian

Guys! ^^ Let's... go on a picnic? After the holidays.. I mean.. we never went in the beginning of the year.. And we all have stuffs in our mind.. Maybe.. I thought we all can go on this picnic as an escape from the world? Just this once is fine! Ahaha... just... this once..

First, we need to plan on this. It's not the confirmed time, but at least a bit of idea...

1) Where do we go? I mean, I like having a picnic.. but I don't want one in the middle of the road! x__x Haha.. And I want it outdoors. e_e Going to the mall for a picnic.. we might as well just go to KFC.

2) When do we go? x__x Well, afternoons or mornings are fine for me. If its morning, then, we might as well spend the whole day together!

3) What.. do you guys want to eat? o_O I mean, picnics are about the food right?! XD;; I don't want to eat melted ice cream thats for sure! ...well.. I would ask Mr. IL&MC to cook food for us.. but I doubt he wants to send them to me. e_o;;

4) x__x I don't mind inviting friends of your own.. but, please do try to invite ones who I actually know well.. XD;; Since the main purpose of this picnic is to escape the reality for a day! x___x Though, the only person I wouldn't mind inviting is Assie, or Buggy... but yeah.. :P They're too busy. Hahaha..

First Day of Mid-Year Exams!!

Well, I posted this one early on, but I guess something crappy happened, and it didn't get posted, nor saved. x__x;; Damn this connection. XD;;

It's the First Day of our Mid-Year Exams! Yeeeeaaayyy!!

Actually, the other classes are still in midst of classes while we (the Science Stream students) are having our early practicals exams! Our first was Chemistry Practicals. It was the usual; titration, and tests for different solutions.

Though, people had wished me luck, I think I had the worst luck overall in the class. ^^;;

As I was pouring Potassium Manganate (VII) into my burette, I felt odd, and my hand just jerked forward, so I ended up spilling it onto my hand, and it dripped down my sleeve, and down my arm. :P So then, I have a lovely mark on my arm and on my uniform and lab coat. x__x And you guys should know the colour of that... Lol.. deep purple.. x___x;;

After that, as I sat down and did my second question, pouring here and there. 'OPPS!!' Splosh.. rrrroll... I looked up from my paper, and saw that Jem, who was sitting opposite of me, dropped his... effin test tube filled with chemicals onto the table, and the water spilled and went towards MY section, and ended up spoiling my stuff.

I just sat there.. staring at the chemicals... and the teacher nearby was like, 'Tsk tsk.. *sighs*' And Jem was like, 'o_o Oh shit, I'm dead.' but since something was on mind, I just took my stuff, wiped it off, and continued with my work. Odd? Haha. I just wanted to pass and get this exam over with...

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (04)

Have you ever wondered why some people has great luck in these, and the worst luck in those?

Well, I have been wondering about that. One day, every thing in your life was fine. You swear, it was the best and most enjoying day of your life! Everyone's talking and friends with you, you have a loved one nearby, your entertainment life is amusing, and everything was going the way you liked it to go!

But suddenly, all your luck changed, and everything turned upside down. Gosh, I really hated those moments. When one thing is over, another bad thing happens. It's your worst day EVER!

Usually, it would happen to one person, and one person only at a time. But what happens if everyone in a group of four friends are slowly experiencing it? Life couldn't have been worse. Especially when those problems may have only slight relation to each other. What can we do to come up with 4 different kinds of solutions?

Last year, everything was going so well.. We all became close friends! We enjoyed different stuff! We all made plans! And I thought nothing dramatic could happen like this...

This year, everything changed. Everyone was experiencing a bit of stress for the exams, but that's expected. What we all didn't expect was the problems that laid down in front of us. We all had different paths, and now, we're in the midst of trying to cross a different river, all with different methods.

I know, that this river I'm passing, was nothing like from the past. In the past, my attempts of running away wouldn't fail. And stuff like ignorance would help. But this time, I know those two won't be able to solve anything here. What was I to do?

Right now, everyone of us are screaming, 'Help me... for a bit...' though we may hide those feelings. Even I have to say, I want to scream for help, but I know I can't. We're all occupied with the problems we're facing, and this may be the turning points of some of us. As for me, I'm honestly not sure. Ignoring this fact would just hurt me, but I'm scared of moving on.

I guess I'm those type to, sit back, and watch everything, so I can learn from it. But since I never had much of a friend to rely on during my primary years, and a few years for my secondary years, I never experienced this problem before. It's like a foreign language to me. My parents had taught me what was wrong and what was right in the past, but they had never thought me about these kind of problems I would face.

Though, our main problems are sort of different, yet it's related as it has something to do with studies, or our future. x__x I honestly don't know what else to do, and I'm already stuck in the beginning of the river crossing..