Recent updates! :D

Well, out of boredom, I decided to let the people who knows this blog, and who I am that.. I AM HAVING MUCH FUN WITH LJ THAN BLOGGER. :D With all the nice functions as the ones I remember from the past, and new ones that I had just discovered. :) I don't often blog about my life there, but I do post quite a number of fanfictions (which I, BTW, have started on writing One-shots XD;;)

*dances* *huggles all my new friends there* :D THEY ARE LUFF!

*goes off now*

:D YAY!

I'm going, and I'm GONE.

:x As much as Blogger is fun to use and all? I've decided to not.. blog here. :D Well, I am going blog here, but not as much. I'll be blogging else where now. :D Ka-ZOOOOOOM. Because too much people are on blogger. :x

:) ANYWAY, I MAY, or may NOT tell you guys. DEPENDING on whether I'm planning to. :x But I don't know? I'm just gonna sit back and ask Nacchan and Kuroru if they want to make another blog or not.

dshkjdfdsjfs D: Let's all kill Zushi so I can be happy for life~

*AHEM* (: So anyway, Kuroru, don't be all 'whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy' when I say I might not tell you. :x Because I suck BIG TIME.

:) NAW, it's not only the fact that there's more people on blogger. There's also... DUM DUM DUMMMMMM... D: UGHHH PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME BUT I DON'T WANT THEM TO READ ABOUT MY BLOG. That can be soooooooooo annoying when they start to mention about your blog on their MSN name. So, let's all look at Zushi with an angry look. *looks at Inoo instead with an angry look* pffffttt HIKARU'S MI- uhhhhhhhhhhhh I MEAN KEHKEFHUKEHFHIEH

dsgfuyds I need to hit my head. D: Oh wait, I already did.

sdfkdshkfdsdfd

I'll tell you about my blog next time, Kuroru (& Nacchan & Ian, but doubt they're even reading this), when I'm done with my new layout. :D YAY WHAT BUNDLES OF JOY!! Oh, and I'm not talking about a baby. o_O

BTW, random question. Why do people always ask me about Hikaru? o_o It kinda makes me feel like 'uhhhhh...'. D: I MEAN ITS NOT LIKE MY WORLD EVOLVES AROUND HIM. I lie. D:

fdghdufddfifg JEN! D: I do not always have dreams about Hikaru. D: So when I saw I have weird dreams, they're normal. Dkdhshsddsiofdos and no, do not go 'Is it about Hikaru? Hikato? Hikanoo?' on me. T_T;; Can't you tease me with Takaki or.. or.. SHOON? Well, being teased with Hikaru's kinda nice. With Shoon as well. And Takaki. :x But do not wave that THRILL video in front of my face.

Tell me what to do.

Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell me what to do.

ANYWAY, away from the topic of 'THRILL' the smexy performance of BEST which still makes me turn red, I recently FOUND OUT that ZUSHI knows my blog.

Yeeeah.. even though I wasn't really hiding it well, I just don't.. Actually.. I feel so dsjkfghsfdjdsfhsdk now.

D: I NEED HIKARU errr TAKAKI & SHOON food.

ANYWAY, I'mmmm gonna move my real blog else where now. O_O Well, I'll still use this buuuttt... I'mmmmm gonna make a new one instead. :x Because too much people are using blogger. It scares me now. :x

sdfhkfhshoifdsi oh em gee, I'm so not going post the URL to my new blog. D:

And only Nacchan, Ian & Kuro-chan will know. DX Or not.

sdjkfdkssd psshhfftt LIKE I'D WANT TO BLOG FOR NOW. D: I PREFER DRABBLING OR.. FANFICTIONING OR FANGIRLING.

pffffttt I want to go to Sendai. ;-;

Jeeennn, Aniiiii.... DX let's go to Akihabara~ NO WAIT! LET'S GO TO SENDAI FIRST!!

*head desk* I wish I had a BF like Hikaru... or Takaki. :x Because they're trying to act cool, but ish silly instead, but thats what makes them cool in their own way. *SHOT*

dsjhgfjsd :| I should have a wish list or something. LOL.

sdbhfjdhdfs ALL RIGHT. Time to torture Jen with HUGGLES OF DOOM~ YAAAAY~ YUUTO!! Pfffft if I'm Chinen, Jen's Yuuto, and Ani's Yamada.

Malay Orals yesterday was killing..

Yesterday, I had my Malay orals for 'O' Levels, and well, it was no good.

My topics were easy and all.

But waiting for more than 3 hours in the heat, and fasting at the same time was no good. I got a headache, and well, when it was my turn, the teachers seemed tired. They even asked me, 'How many more people are waiting outside?'. I was surprised, and it got me really nervous.

When I got home, it wasn't a headache anymore. I developed into a migraine, since only one part of my head hurts like hell, though my head hurts throughout. I really felt like banging my head on the table.

Aspirins did not do the work. I was practically crying. D'X

I looked up the causes, and well, I HAD 4 POSSIBLE CAUSES TO IT!

It either might be caused by lack of food, which was why I'm fasting, OR, caused by heat, which I suffered in when I was waiting, OR, caused by stress, which I got when I was waiting for the orals, and lastly, the other possible cause is a sleeping disorder, like lack of sleep, or sleeping too much.

ejkhwkek DX So around 11PM, I went out to my parents, but they were sleeping at the couch, so I just sat down on the floor beside my mom and rested my head on the couch. In the cold, and silence and all? It did its work. It reduced at 12AM, and well, I just got up when my mom said to me, 'Still have a headache?' and I just stared. She went back to sleep then, so I got up and went to my bed instead. @_@;;;

Anything gotten you down recently?

Though, I haven't ACTUALLY been down recently, but looking at life right now, I feel like I am missing something. But I can't tell what.

Ramadhan is starting! So I'm planning to get a full period now without any broken fast! So I hope I won't be having any menstruation this month. o_o It's such a bother if it's that time. Last year, I couldn't complete my whole fast because of that! Plus, I had it in the beginning of Ramadhan! How unlucky was that?!

:) Well, I'm hoping I'd be able to forget about food today. It's been hard for the first two days, and well, I hope I can get hang of things fast!

I'll be having my malay orals tomorrow, and to be honest, I'm shit-scared about it! I can't help but bang my head against the wall, hoping it all would be gone, but I'll just be sent to the mental hospital if I did that.

XD I still want to write fanfictions for HSJ-thon, but I've put it on pause until next week. The current prompt I'm working on is '5 times Hikaru called Keito fluffy'. :3 I have a fluffy feeling when I thought of the ideas, and well, I can't wait to write it actually! I want to finish up '5 times BEST was jealous of Ryutaro's age' too! Since there's 5 BEST members, they'll be the main person who gets envious in each of those five times! :) I think I've just been too tired that I couldn't write any crack for my recent ones!

ANYWAY, 'O' Levels are near, in a months time! :x Time to start studying! As Sho's advice for getting high marks on exams, he studies a month before the exams! O_O;; But everyone has been studying way earlier, Keio Boy! *SHOT*

*takes a bite out of a cookie*

As for my fangirling, I haven't been downloading because, well.. I can't? My parents took down the wireless connection, so now, I rely on my phone! :) It's slow, but I can stand it! Though, I'm not downloading any videos because I don't have any space in my HD! *wails*

Well, during the exams, actually I've played two games, ProPOW (Project Powder), which is a snowboarding game. :) Its fun! I like playing it, though I kinda suck in playing it! And the other game is Perfect World, which is a pretty cool game! Funny thing was, when I started playing for at least 10 minutes, a player invited me to their guild and I was SHOCKED. There's a number of active gamers though. :) The Guild Master was understanding when I told him I'd be away, and told me that he'll put me on hold, so other people would know I'll be away until that time! :D I hope I can play a bit more before 'o' Levels. I also tried Pi Story? But the connection was crap! I kept DCing every 10 minutes or I lag when I'm in battle so I end up dieing. ~_~;;

In school, the main topic will always be like 'What's your marks for this exam?', 'Did you fail any of your subjects?', 'UGH DAMN THIS MISTAKE!! I could have gotten this mark!', 'Tell Jem to shut up!', 'Kuroru likes Jeff', 'Are you going to prom?', 'This person likes this person', 'Kisana likes this guy!', 'Plus-minus Kisana', 'Kuroru wants to have a boyfriend so she can lean her chest on his head (*SHOT BY KURORU*)', 'Who are you going to prom with?', etc.

:) We're all still joking around, but hey! That's our class! Hahaha! *grins*

Anyway, what's with the topic 'Anything gotten you down recently?', well, I honestly don't know. I can't tell if people are down or what because I partly feel like hitting my head. sdfjksdhdfhd I don't know what's wrong with me! I just recently feel frustrated or upset. @_@ But I can't show it, or throw it on someone. :| It makes me feel a bit calmer, but somehow down, when I listen to 'Star Time' by JUMP, but listening to 'My Everything' by Yabu? I feel extremely down. D'X

sdfjhskdf I think my blog is boring. I should just shut up and make a new one, and throw this one away. :| I might want to move to LJ, since too much people are beginning to use blogger, and well.. even though people don't know mine, nor read, nor comment, I just feel that I really want to move away from this blog! sjkdfhds And only Nacchan & Miharu will know it. :| *STABS SELF*

P.S. I'm getting sick of doing maths. No, seriously. And I'm starting to feel that I want to just stab myself. :|

XD A sentence that really makes me listen to closely! Its in Yabu's solo 'My Everything'. Well, not A sentence, but only the English lyrics in the song. :x *thinks that I might turn out to be a lovesick person*