Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Anything gotten you down recently?

Though, I haven't ACTUALLY been down recently, but looking at life right now, I feel like I am missing something. But I can't tell what.

Ramadhan is starting! So I'm planning to get a full period now without any broken fast! So I hope I won't be having any menstruation this month. o_o It's such a bother if it's that time. Last year, I couldn't complete my whole fast because of that! Plus, I had it in the beginning of Ramadhan! How unlucky was that?!

:) Well, I'm hoping I'd be able to forget about food today. It's been hard for the first two days, and well, I hope I can get hang of things fast!

I'll be having my malay orals tomorrow, and to be honest, I'm shit-scared about it! I can't help but bang my head against the wall, hoping it all would be gone, but I'll just be sent to the mental hospital if I did that.

XD I still want to write fanfictions for HSJ-thon, but I've put it on pause until next week. The current prompt I'm working on is '5 times Hikaru called Keito fluffy'. :3 I have a fluffy feeling when I thought of the ideas, and well, I can't wait to write it actually! I want to finish up '5 times BEST was jealous of Ryutaro's age' too! Since there's 5 BEST members, they'll be the main person who gets envious in each of those five times! :) I think I've just been too tired that I couldn't write any crack for my recent ones!

ANYWAY, 'O' Levels are near, in a months time! :x Time to start studying! As Sho's advice for getting high marks on exams, he studies a month before the exams! O_O;; But everyone has been studying way earlier, Keio Boy! *SHOT*

*takes a bite out of a cookie*

As for my fangirling, I haven't been downloading because, well.. I can't? My parents took down the wireless connection, so now, I rely on my phone! :) It's slow, but I can stand it! Though, I'm not downloading any videos because I don't have any space in my HD! *wails*

Well, during the exams, actually I've played two games, ProPOW (Project Powder), which is a snowboarding game. :) Its fun! I like playing it, though I kinda suck in playing it! And the other game is Perfect World, which is a pretty cool game! Funny thing was, when I started playing for at least 10 minutes, a player invited me to their guild and I was SHOCKED. There's a number of active gamers though. :) The Guild Master was understanding when I told him I'd be away, and told me that he'll put me on hold, so other people would know I'll be away until that time! :D I hope I can play a bit more before 'o' Levels. I also tried Pi Story? But the connection was crap! I kept DCing every 10 minutes or I lag when I'm in battle so I end up dieing. ~_~;;

In school, the main topic will always be like 'What's your marks for this exam?', 'Did you fail any of your subjects?', 'UGH DAMN THIS MISTAKE!! I could have gotten this mark!', 'Tell Jem to shut up!', 'Kuroru likes Jeff', 'Are you going to prom?', 'This person likes this person', 'Kisana likes this guy!', 'Plus-minus Kisana', 'Kuroru wants to have a boyfriend so she can lean her chest on his head (*SHOT BY KURORU*)', 'Who are you going to prom with?', etc.

:) We're all still joking around, but hey! That's our class! Hahaha! *grins*

Anyway, what's with the topic 'Anything gotten you down recently?', well, I honestly don't know. I can't tell if people are down or what because I partly feel like hitting my head. sdfjksdhdfhd I don't know what's wrong with me! I just recently feel frustrated or upset. @_@ But I can't show it, or throw it on someone. :| It makes me feel a bit calmer, but somehow down, when I listen to 'Star Time' by JUMP, but listening to 'My Everything' by Yabu? I feel extremely down. D'X

sdfjhskdf I think my blog is boring. I should just shut up and make a new one, and throw this one away. :| I might want to move to LJ, since too much people are beginning to use blogger, and well.. even though people don't know mine, nor read, nor comment, I just feel that I really want to move away from this blog! sjkdfhds And only Nacchan & Miharu will know it. :| *STABS SELF*

P.S. I'm getting sick of doing maths. No, seriously. And I'm starting to feel that I want to just stab myself. :|

XD A sentence that really makes me listen to closely! Its in Yabu's solo 'My Everything'. Well, not A sentence, but only the English lyrics in the song. :x *thinks that I might turn out to be a lovesick person*