Their Special Skills is...?!

Disclaimer: I do NOT own the video, NEWS, Hey (x3) NOR the subs. :) For the full video, please go to http://newshfan.livejournal.com/

All credits should go to her~

XD Tegoshi shows off his special skill that he tried to perfect since high school, 'Sky Moon Walk'. What IS that?! And Koyama tends to go WAY OVER when he's feeling high when going karaoke-ing! I wonder if it was such a good idea to go with him, ne?~

"Ah~ Kuchibiru, kuchibiru, kuchibiru~"

A discovery?!..

Well, it's not actually a discovery! I watched videos and got to know more about NEWS, KAT-TUN, Kanjani8, Hey! Say! JUMP & all.

But.. I have yet.. to discover... a HUGE THING!

We all know the foolish idiot from Osaka, named 'Yokoyama Yuu' ne! But watching a zoomin episode on him.. made me think, 'EH?!?! MAJIDE?!'. Apparently.. Yokoyama Yuu is JUST a screen name! His REAL name is Yokoyama Kimitaka! O_O;; What a HARD name to memorise! I know that I should have read carefully on his profile.. but I'm still trying to see who's who in HSJ and KJ8! x___x Gawd, I feel like an idiot now...

Actually I've known about this.. XD;; Ohno was my idol, and well.. someone apparently idolises Ohno as well! I thought it was like how they said they idolise Domoto Koichi or Takizawa Hideaki.. but.. Chinen! o_O ..is weird as me! Chinen Yuuri, born in 30th November 1993, idolises Ohno-Kun, and mentions him a LOT! Why he joined, which senpai he admired, what his treasured object was.. EVERYTHING WAS ABOUT OHNO! o____o Usually, a lot of people would like MatsuJun, and Sho is a popular choice, but they all wondered why he chose Ohno overall. (It seems that Ohno is the least popular in Arashi.)

XD;; Another discovery; Ohno, Maruyama (both born on 26th November), Taguchi (born on 29th November) were ALL considered to be the boring members in their band. (They stated everything about Taguchi IS boring.) And it made me think if I was boring. x__x I bet I am, ne... *down now*

I have quite a few idols in different bands. In Arashi, my idols would be Aiba & Ohno. In KAT-TUN, I'd say... hmmm... Nakamaru? In NEWS.. aaaahhh Yaaabaaaaiii... In NEWS.. I don't know. I'd have to say.. I'd idolise Yamapi, ne... I'd say Koyama and Shige too!... *laughs*

When I think of Summer, I think of... videos of the beach and BBQs!

Do the best! Get the glory! V.I.C.T.O.R.Y.

:x I might not have mind in the beginning, but now I feel uber anxious. 'Ha.. when will they be back?' was what I was thinking for most of the time.

YES, I'm talking about Uchi Hiroki & Kusano Hironori. I'm a major NEWS fan now, and after watching a few videos with Uchi & Kusano in it, made me a bit down seeing as they're not in NEWS. Though, they had graduated from their trainee status, I'm still thinking if they're going to be back in NEWS or not.

From what I know now, Uchi is acting in a dorama, and what he did to spend time while he was... not a NEWS member; play online games & golf. I wonder what games had he been playing... I wonder if he played DOMO. :x Hahahaha. Well, Kusano now.. is studying aboard in New York. Studying English & Dance, following Jin's steps. x___x That REALLY makes me wonder when they'll be back~

Both Uchi & Kusano was caught drinking while being underaged, Uchi being 18 at that time, Kusano being 17 at that time. Though, Uchi was suspended in the middle of 2005, Kusano was suspended in the beginning of 2006.

*sighs* WELL! I will continue to support NEWS, Kanjani8, Arashi & KAT-TUN!

Though, one of my worries also came in a form of.. Hey! Say! JUMP. To be honest, I was glad and liked them when they debuted, but I watched some of Ya-Ya-Yah's shows (where a few of NEWS members were in, but mainly Koyama as MC). It was fun watching them! The members of Ya-Ya-Yah is Hikaru, Shoon, Yabu & Taiyou!

What came to me was that, Hikaru & Yabu had debuted as Hey! Say! JUMP, whilst Taiyou resigned from Johnny Jimusho by 30th November 2007. Shoon remained un-debuted, and I was like, 'EEEEEH What about Ya-Ya-Yah?!' XD;; And now I object to the formation of HSJ, but I guess it can't be avoided. x__x *still supports HSJ but... wishes Ya-Ya-Yah was still present*

P.S. Taiyo is friggin' tall for someone his age! He's born n 1991... but is about 186cm tall?! And there's not a single member born in 1992 in HSJ?!

Recently.

:o I've been on, and without noticing my status is 'Appear Offline'. XD;; I've had that for both my emails, on Live Messenger and Trillian.

Well, to make up for those empty non-updated times. I'll show you what I've been doing.. or downloading. x___x

This will honestly scare you a lot. :D I scared you with a list of Arashi videos. I wonder what I will scare you with next?!



This is what I'm downloading now. A lot, isn't it? :( I think so too. *thinks I should give Racer a rest for the evening*



I've also made a new folder in my videos folder called, 'Johnny Jimusho'. I also transferred Arashi and KAT-TUN there. :D Yay~



Jya-jyan! This is what's IN the folder. (P.S. Ignore the sexeh back of Jin. ;P)



I've downloaded a bit on Hanamaru Cafe, a bit on NEWS performing, and more on Tegomass & their new single, 'Ai Ai Gasa' which was released in June 2008! *gaps* VERY recent.

That's their videos for you. :) Now I shall proceed to their PICTURES!


I've looked for KAT-TUN, Kanjani8 & NEWS recently. :P Miyavi? I was curious on how he looked like, so I searched him up. But the main attraction are the boys under Johnnys!


Unfortunately, I wasn't so... motivated to find KAT-TUN's pictures. :( So that's all for now.



Neither was I motivated for Kanjani8. I had a tough time trying to recognize who is who. XD;; For now, I can tell who's Yoko, Subaru. Yasuda, Ryo, Uchi. But not Ohkura, Maruyama & Murakami.. unfortunately.

(I can't help but post up Ohkura's picture here! ..I think he's cute. x___x)



Ohkura Tadayoshi.



YOSHA! ON TO NEWS! XD;;



NEWS' folder is very untidy, and I have yet to finish.. categorizing them. XD;; This is what it looks like.. (Note: Did you see the side at the scroller? PRETTY LONG NE?!)



And this is how it looks like.. in lists. And if you noticed, the scroller at the bottom is pretty long too. x__x 400+ Pictures total..

Yamapi & Nishikido-Kun pretty much takes up that much. o_O;;

XD;; That's all for now! I'll be posting what I've been watching. x___x

This might be too early..

But...

I WANT TO LIST DOWN WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH Menkk'd~!

*claps and enjoys this moment... alone*

Though, it's not officially open.. I just want to list down what I want to do, and remind myself so I can look forward to the future, ne!

1) Picnic at the BEACH
...which we never had.

Like LAST TIME, I want to enjoy a day at the beach, having picnic (with less food!) and MORE GAMES and MORE WATER and MORE.. chances to splash water at Kuroru?!

But this time.. I want to bring along Ian! ;D

& don't forget the pictures, videos & hermit crabs..

2) Swimming at the POOL
...where Kuroru & I don't have any swimming suit.

I want to get water guns and ALL and water balloon and ALL. XD For a water fight?! We FINALLY have reason to dance and sing 'LUCKY MAN'! :x Or 'The Pain of the Pretty-' ops I mean 'Taiyou No Namida'!

3) Group Photo Shoot
...where we have a bit of money & equipment problem.

Don't you think it'd be cool, seeing a group of people in nice outfits, posing as if they're models.. and you can tell people, 'OH! I KNOW THEM!!' or something like that. :D I think so too. I'd definitely be like, 'OH! LOOK! ITS MY TWIN! AND WE SHARE THE SAME NAME, how COOL IS THAT?!'

4) Dorama & Movie Day (or Night)
...while we're still having our studies now.

Watching Dorama is fun alone. But it'll be NICER if you watched it with other people. ;) You laugh, we laugh. You cry, we cry. You think its weird, we think you're weirder. You fall off the couch, we'll steal your spot on the couch. :) We're such good friends, aren't we? But if you decide to jump off the balcony, I think I'll be by your side, telling you what pose looks cooler from the bottom as I have a camera ready to take a photo of you. :o

5) 'How do you...' Segment
...while we still have that equipment problem & studies.

I think it'd be better if we actually had wigs! So we can look like girls- oh we're already girls.. WELL, I think it'd be better if we had better equipment! Like..like... Guy clothes!

This segment is about like.. 'How does this member confess to a guy she likes' or something like that, ne! :x We should have a 'First Date' segment as well.. but there's no place here that I'd go for a date!

6) Onigokko GEMMU (Game)
...while we're having a bit of problem with location, equipment & studies.

Oni... gokko? Oni means demon or chasers. While gokko is like.. hide & run. So basically in this game, a number of people are given 5 minutes head start to find a place to hide or something. After that, USUALLY they had cameras so the Oni Commander can track the movements of the players. :x But that's impossible for us. So for us, a number of people are the players, and a smaller number of Onis are dispatched to chase them. For the players, they can HIDE but once an Oni finds them (hidden or unhidden) they run away from the Oni until the Oni is outrun or whatever. :x If one player is chased by an Oni, other Onis can chase the same one. Though, for this game, we have a TIME limit about an hour until all the players are found and caught. But usually, this game is played in a VEEEEEERY huge area. EVEN larger than the mall!

If we are able to get cameras, the Oni commander can dispatch Onis to go here or there. But since we have insufficient stuff. It's better to stick to a small group of Onis with the commander joining them. XD Though, they'd need a walkie-talkie or something!

If there are players who are still uncaught by the end of the time, the players wins the game! But usually, this game contains many segments, where the winner usually becomes the next Oni commander by the next game. :x I watched this game being played by several people (Ya-Ya-Yah & NEWS & J.J. Express). I found it interesting and I would want to play it. (Though, I admit that I was so nervous and scared while watching them play since it felt like I was really in the game itself. The first time watching it made me so nervous and scared and TOO into it to the point where I was yelling at the screen, 'AH YABAI! SHIGE HAYAKU! ONI!!! *points at the Oni in the screen* AGH KUSANO HAAAAYAAAAAAAAKUUU RUUUUUUN!!!!!!' te. It actually took me a long shower to calm down, but my heart was beating so damn fast!)

I have other stuff I wanna do.. but I'll leave it aside for now!

KaoCHO's Blog in School (03)

N.E.W.S. North East West South

Do the best! Get the glory!

V.I.C.T.O.R.Y.

Fly too high with NewS!

That's the song I'm listening to. :) 'Kibou ~Yell~' by NewS! Yes, I AM already addicted to them with the help of Bao-Chan~ ^^;; ....aahhh yabai~

I'm supposed to be doing my project database but I'm having problems with making up names and all~ ^^ My bakery has now BLOOMED UP BIG!

Bounce bounce bounce with me, bounce bounce bounce with me..

Bounce bounce bounce with me, bounce bounce bounce with me..

XD;; YES BOUNCE WITH ME!

Hahahahahaha. I really AM going nuts, aren't I? x___x;; Well, I really can't concentrate without any NewS songs playing.

Hooray! Hooray!

After my database is finally finished, I can finally start on the form & queries! x___x Nothing to be excited about.. but I AM excited over the fact that I'm downloading videos of NewS at home. *dokii;doki*

:D Yay~

I'm going kuh-rah-zeh~ At least it's not over KAT-TUN or Arashi, ne! They have a LOT of talk shows while NewS... doesn't... *cries* *sobs* *wails* TT_TT

XD;; Yes, I am blabbing about NewS for now.. because I'm so hyper about NewS! Uwah! I need to start on a new serious topic later on while I do my project at home. ^^

P.S. o_o .... I honestly think Shige looks cute in Kibou~yell~. XD;; I hope I'm not going to start crsuhing on him.

MSN?..ATTENTION PLEASE!

x___x OKAY, I know you all KNOW I'm never off. Even if I AM offline, I'm just appearing.

BUT, Kuroru & Miharu, PLEASE. You know when you CAN chat with me when I'm 'Away', but PLEASE don't send when I'm appearing offline or 'Busy'. ESPECIALLY when I appear offline. I'm watching videos and all.. and yes, I WILL get the message anyway. ~_~ So PLEASE try not to send offline messages... *coughs*kindaannoying*cough*...

ATTENTION PLEASE!

:) I've finished downloading the whole season. It's a nice dorama! XD;; I FINALLY GOT TO WATCH THE TWO CDs! Though the SP episode for Hawaii had the English subs. The one for Australia SP DOESN'T! NOOOOOOOOO! Well.. at least it had Chinese & Malay subs? XD;; I used the Malay ones though! Good thing I was able to understand~ And if I don't, I can understand from what they're saying.

XD;;

LATEST NEWS?! Yes! I'm ADDICTED to NewS! *gasps* It's not a surprise though... But I didn't think I'd get that addicted FAST. o_O

OH! And now I'm trying my best trying to memorise who's who in Kanjani8. :) Ryo's the easiest (as he's the Sexy Osaka Man). I know Yoko as well, and I can tell who's Subaru and Shota. XD;; I'm trying my best to tell the difference between Ohkura, Murakami & Maruyama. :o I'm looking at both the pictures and ALSO their music video, 'Wahaha'! :) Which I must say is somehow cheery and funny. Reminds me of 'Happiness' by Arashi~

As for NewS, well, I'd have to say.. I LOVE their songs. x___x Even though, I don't know Uchi and Kusano..... I mean how they're like... I somehow feel a bit 'Ah..' when I think of them being out for a moment. I really hope they can get back to NewS, and Uchi can go with Kanjani8 as well! :) Well, they've graduated from the term 'Trainee', back to being a Johnny Junior, most probably! XD;; I'll wait for them, ne!

"Fight for win. Get break & through.
It's time to go. Fly to high with NewS.
N.E.W.S. North. East. West. South.
Do the best! Get the glory!
V.I.C.T.O.R.Y.
Fly to high with NewS."

From Kibou ~Yell~

P.S. I like Uchi's voice. :) OH, and I wonder how they'll react when they see changes in the members!

P.P.S. Why do people go for either (1) Yamapi, (2) Kame, (3) Jin, (4) Ryo, (5) Masuda? o_O

P.P.P.S. XD;; Shige = MECHA KAWAII in Kibou ~ Yell ~ PV. And what's with the flora pattern?!

'ddicted to?...

:) Latest updates from me?

AI AI GASA - Tegomass



It's a song.. a LOVE song to be specific. XD;; Yes, I do listen to them, and surprisingly I usually like their songs. *dokii;doki*

:) Well, here's the video & lyrics. I think it's sweet!~ In the video, both Tegoshi and Massu are acting as angels who makes it rain to bring two kids together to share and umbrella~



Romaji:

"Yamanai ame da ne..." Kimi wa utsumuita
Sono kata ga nurenai you kasa wo katamuketa
Kimi wa boku miage sukoshi yori sotta ne
Egao no mama ude wo daite chiisaku furuete iru

Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda
Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta

Ai ai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama
Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru
Chikazuita futari no amakoi

"Mou sugu ie da ne..." kimi wa utsumuita
Namae yonde me ga atte mo ienai koto ga aru yo

Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda
Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta

Ashita mo ame ga fure to negatte shimau boku no kakera mo uso ja nai kara
Hikari ga koboreta toki toori sugiru ame ga waratteru yo
Modokashii futari no amakoi

Ai ai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama
Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru
Chikazuita futari no amakoi

Translation:

“The rain doesn’t stop...” You were looking down
To make that shoulder not wet, I inclined my umbrella over you
You looked up on me and laid on me a little
With that smile, you held my hand, I was a little trembling

Today I feel that I want to tell you this feeling
I amazedly love you

Under the shared umbrella, I can’t tell you about my hidden feeling honestly
It seems the rain wouldn’t stop, but it passed in a rush
It was close to our rain of love

“I almost reached my house…” You were looking down
I called your name, our eyes met, but I couldn’t say it
Today I feel that I want to tell you this feeling
I amazedly love you

It’s not a lie that I hope tomorrow will be raining
When the lights overflowing, the passing rain laughed at me
It distracted our rain of love

Under the shared umbrella, I can’t tell you about my hidden feeling honestly
It seems the rain wouldn’t stop, but it passed in a rush
It was close to our rain of love

P.S. I forgot where I got the lyrics and all.. from.. x___x;; *has mind on downloading stuff; dorama, music, videos-related-to-johnny-jimusho-or-NEWS*

Ha..haha..

x___x Well.. it got me upset and made me feel bad.. and yet it hurt me.

I KNOW he may just be joking, like he said he was. But I really got slightly pained from what he said. ^^ Bao and I were just talking on a random night, and suddenly it came to the topic of younger siblings. I told him that I won't mind having a younger brother who's shorter (Bao's taller XD;; but I was referring to someone around his age). This may sound unrealistic, but I always like to day dream of how it was like having a brother!

I told him that I'd probably dote my younger brother, and teach him about the good things, like what he should do, and what he should NOT do. XD;; And unrealistic image of me, ne? Well, it was just a dream. And when he told me that he'd feel my little brother's pain, it pained me a bit. I wasn't really expecting that, and it got me down in a way. XD;; I just felt like.. '...huh..' te.

'Ha.. haha... Somehow I feel upset and bad...'

'...'

'Nandemonai! Hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahaha!'

'I think I should sleep! Oyasumi!'

Was all I said after that. I left, and well.. it got me down. x___x I shouldn't be making a big deal out of this thing.. but it got me thinking that maybe I've been a pest to Bao-Chan, ne?

'馬鹿な真似はするな。' That's what I think. x___x (means 'Stop making a fool of yourself.')

AC-HOO!!!

*sniffles* *sneezes* *rubs nose*

I fell sick. x__x;;

Anyway, on DORAMA topic! :) I'm right now hooked up on ATTENTION PLEASE!, where Ueto Aya, and Nishikido Ryo stars in! The story plot is NICE. Aya acts as a tomboy (Yoko) with rock-ish style, as she was in a band which broke up when Tsukasa, a member & Yoko's crush, moves to Tokyo. Yoko then became a cabin attendant where she is trained with other people. :) It's a good show, and I personally find it interesting (And watching them makes you want to try it as well!). Since.. it's not everyday that you get to see someone like her to be a cabin attendant.

Then, there's Dragon Zakura! As I only watched only one episode, I can't judge the dorama just yet! But there's Yamashita Tomohisa & Koike Teppei! :) Yay~ I like Teppei's voice though~ Uwaaahhh.. I seriously want to watch LOVELY COMPLEX! ;-;

Kimi wa Petto makes you want to have a pet. o_O;; AND you get to see MatsuJun... being weird! VERY weird~ Haa~ Anyone would think that Sumire-Chan is very RAKII!

XD;; I NEED TO FINISH WATCHING THEM ALL~ ..then I can finish Yuukan Club, Abarenbo Mama & Hachimitsu To Clover, while I download other doramas like My Boss, My Hero & Gachi Baka! :) I'm the type to download ALL the episodes before watching them all in one GO! But when I really like the dorama, I'd watch it as soon as I finish downloading them~

Kyaaah~ Episode 5 Download is FINALLY DONE! YATTA! *jumps around and stops to watch the dorama*

DORAMA Mode ON!~

;3 Right now, I'm happily download doramas to watch for the holidays (AFTER the big O's). I've been told to watch some doramas by Bao-Chan. And to be honest, it was one of the doramas I've been eyeing!

As for now, I want to finish up watching Yuukan Club, where Akanishi Jin and Taguchi Junnosuke from KAT-TUN, as well as Yokohama Yuu from Kanjani8 is starring in! I've finished watching the first few episodes, and yes, I have to say, I like it as it has a bit of mystery in it, BUT I do find the female casts annoying. Even Taguchi is a tad annoyi- *coughs* I mean, hahahaha!

I'm also watching Abarenbo Mama, where Ueto Aya stars in! It's nice to watch. o_O Though, the yelling part gets so like.. to the point that you want to smack them in their head! But it also makes you want to applaud for her for being a mama of the son of her husband who isn't hers!

I'd like to finish Hachimitsu To Clover as well! This is where Ikuta Toma stars in! ^^ It may not be my type of dorama, but it'll be nice to explore a bit, ne?

Though, I'd need to finish other doramas, such as Bambino, and First Kiss, and more!

Right now, I'm downloading a few doramas. I'm starting on Attention Please, but after every 3 episodes, I'll be downloading from Dragon Zakura, and Kimi wa Petto, since.. both of them I started downloading but never finished!

This is the list of doramas I want to watch (and downloading!):

1) Dragon Zakura (Starring Yamashita Tomohisa & Teppei Koike)
2) Kimi wa Petto (Starring Matsumoto Jun)
3) Attention Please! (Starring Ueto Aya & Nishikido Ryo)
4) My Boss My Hero (Starring Tegoshi Yuuya & Tanaka Koki)
5) 15-sai no Blues (Starring Tegoshi Yuuya)
6) Gachi Baka! (Starring Tegoshi Yuuya & Masuda Takahisa)
7) Gokusen III (Starring Takaki Yuuya from Hey! Say! JUMP)
8) Engimono 20 - Car Radio ga Owareba (Starring Kato Shigeaki)
9) 3 nen B gumi Kinpachi sensei 6 (Starring Ueto Aya, Kato Shigeaki, & Masuda Takahisa)
10) Kurosagi (Starring Yamashita Tomohisa)

x____x;; That's all I can gather up! The ones in bold are the ones I've already started downloading!

:) Well, that's it for now! I'll be blabbing on about DORAMAs if I continue.

P.S. (Hehe.. 'P.S. Kawaii na!' -Someone from Kanjani8) Nothing? Hahaha!

Snooze-a-thon

For a few days, I've had a problem sleeping, to the point I was like, 'Ah.. it's 3AM... Was I awake the whole time?' like that. x__x;; And now, recently, I've been sleeping a lot. And my mind is very exhausted, so I tend to sleep at times! AGH! Whyyyy? :( Damn this sleeping disorder..

Well, other than my snooze-a-thon, I'm planning to watch doramas and movies. :) Spending my holidays away like that. Hahaha.

Though, my drowsiness gets to me to the point that.. my mind is too tired to think of blogs and entries. x___x;; Ha.. So, I really have a blank mind now. Nyah. :3

Well.. I hope I can get back my blogging mind.. XD;; *falls asleep*

Nacchan~ AISHITERU YO!!

*screams that out as I run pass you in the hall in school*

:)

Already 17, already an adult (err not really)
The first one of us to grow up :')

YOU'RE SO OLD- *gets hit by something*

I mean.. o_o A year less in age difference with the guy you like? Hahaha, I don't know! XD;;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Nacchan!

Sorry, no present.. I've very bad at buying gifts. ~_~ Seriously.. I mean, who buys a dead fake flower for her mom but never actually gave it away yet? XD;; *that's me alright*

x___x I'm so pooped today, actually.. After changing and showering, I fell asleep right on spot! And I woke up by 7PM! So I rushed to tuition.. glaring at anyone who got in my way.. RAWR. *glares at Zushi*

XD;; As for now, I'm being blur and sleepy for most of the time, so don't fret to give me a huge whack on the head, and yell out, "RIIDA! IREGUCHI DEGUCHI TAGUCHI DESU!" or something. :3

Though, I have a feeling that.. Arashi Season is over.. and KAT-TUN Season will approach us. :o

AND TO find our pair! *is getting lamer and dorkier like Taguchi* *grins* ..Okay.. maybe not. o_o;; But I'm getting lamer, that's for sure.

P.S. I shall try and find my blogging mood back. x__x;;

:( Sorry, Miharu

I can't answer that question JUST like that.

We need time to answer that very very hard question.

I know you hate to wait, but I don't want to give you a simple, rushed answer.

:) So, please wait for my answer within the week or two.

待ちください.

'Ah~ Nino-Chan~ Aishiteru yo!'

^^ When I think of Nino, I think of when Ohchan got drunk and called Nino up at night, and said, 'Ah~ Nino-Chan~ Aishiteru yo!' te.

;3 It was funny when Nino said it.

Well, as for now..

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY, NINOMIYA KAZUNARI!!

I know this might not be a great greeting.. without any gifts.. ;) At least, I remembered?

(Though, I wish you do NOT see this. D'X)

Well... that's it for now.

^^;; Nothing new.. well.. nothing much in my mind since all I ever do is sleeeeeeeeeepEATsleeeeeeep.

Found Another!

:o I hash found yet ANOTHER person born in late November!

And this time, he is younger than me! By a year. ^^

Chinen Yuuri from Hey! Say! JUMP. He's born on 30th November, 1993.

;3 Johnny Jimusho never fail to surprise me with these birthdays.

So his birthday would be after Taguchi, ne?

Now to find someone born under 28th November, other than my sister? (Though, I'm looking for one who is under Johnny's!)

Strangely, yes, I like looking for people born under later November. ^^ I just find it interesting? Hahahaha.

Overall, in November, I know a few people under November.

NewS:
Nishikido Ryou (3rd November 1984)
Tegoshi Yuuya (11th November 1987)

KAT-TUN:
Tanaka Koki (5th November 1985)
Taguchi Junnosuke (29th November 1985)

Arashi:
Ohno Satoshi (26th November 1980)

Kanjani8:
Maruyama Ryuuhei (26th November 1983)
(Ryou is part of this Group as well :) )

Hey! Say! JUMP:
Chinen Yuuri (30th November 1993)

People I Know: (I won't mention the year. :P)
Sarah (4th November)
Barry (22nd November)
ShortassFAHMEE (25th November)
Kayashima Kaoru (27th November)
Zara (27th Novemeber) (A year older though)
Natasha (28th November)
Onee-San (28th November)
Jah's Younger Brother (29th November)
Arifah/Iforgothername (30th November)

People I Know FROM Online:
Bao's Onii-Chan (16th November 1988)
Bao-Chan (19th November 199*)
Bao's Onee-Chan (IDK, but in November for SURE)

....hmmm.... am I missing someone? Nawwww... I don't think I am. o_o;;

Mid-Year Exams = Over?

The moment I got home, I was thinking, 'Ah.. Mid-Year's are done..' And I was thinking of what to do.. online that is. I forgot. XD;; I blogged a lot, but now I'm like... 'Aaaah.. So lazy..' te. But I guess I'm going to be watching KAT-TUN & NewS Videos for now. ;)

I'd have to say, I don't know if Arashi is on top of my list. XD;; But it's definitely between Arashi, NewS & KAT-TUN, ne?

I like Arashi's shows the best. I like NewS' music the best. I like KAT-TUN's.. uhmm.. I don't know? Guys? o_O;; But overall.. I LOVE THEM ALL!! ;P Nothing can change that!

I now remember all of them, and I'm soon going to start on Kanjani8, who has Ryo! x___x;;

'Don't you ever STOP?!' - KAT-TUN is playing on my head. x__x;; Jin's 'ahh' is stuck in my mind, and it ACTUALLY makes me feel embarrassed. x__x;;

When I look at Jin, I think of a flirt = makes me think who in the three bands are flirts. In Arashi, I don't think ANY of them flirts. o_o;; In NewS, I think.. Ryo? Tegoshi is too KAWAII to flirt (but his lyrics are very ero ero x__x), and Masuda is too much addicted to Gyoza! Shige.. naww.. I think he'd read and too mature to flirt? Yamapi.. somehow.. I can't see him flirting. XD;; He's too much of a baka like Kuroru! In KAT-TUN, I'd have to say.. Jin... Koki... AND Taguchi. Ueda? Maybe, but Kame is a no. x__x;; Nakamaru isn't the type to either! ^^

After Kanjani8, I might look into Hey! Say! JUMP! ^^ Tackey & Tsubasa, too! :)

Yes, I admit that I AM a JE freak. :P But I might look into D-BOYS as well, where Yuu Shirota is in. XD;;

Oohhh wow.. Who'd thought I'd be talking about this? o____o Exams today.. Hmm.. No videos were playing in my head, but DEFINITELY, thinking about them, ne!

XD;; I think Karma is taunting me.

Touch Nakamaru, and you will die. ;P Seriously.

Actually.. Touch Nakamaru and I will hunt you down. :)

:) And I'll pluck out both your beady little eyes.

XD;; LOL.

Well, actually.. I DON'T have any.. well.. I do.. but that's only like 5 english songs? ^^;;

XD;; I think I have mostly Nihongo no Uta, ne?

Hazukashii!~ *Hides under bed*

;) Now, I have to plan and list down what I need to buy on Friday. We still have a webcam problem! GAAAH!! T__T;;

I honestly find it VERY CREEPY. When I was doing my A-Maths Exams, in my mind, I wasn't concentrating on my work.. instead.. All those music video parody, and also KAT-TUN & NewS videos were playing in my head.

The ones that was playing in my head were usually NewS Parody (The ones which is best over all!), and the one on KAT-TUN was when they went in pairs in Okinawa. I thought of Nakamaru & Jin stuffing their face, Ueda & Koki buying stuff, and Kawaii Kame & Taguchi in the beach. ;) Then of course, not to forget, I think it was Massu's Pumpkin Solo that played in my mind a lot. ^^ Massu wa HONTOUNI kawaii cho! And there's Tegoshi and Yampi, ne! ^^ Uwaaah~ NewS no Minna-San & KAT-TUN & Arashi, HONTOUNI DAAAAISUKIII~~~ XD;; GAH, damn it!! *losing to Fangirl Side*

Touch Taguchi, and you will die.

I'm not afraid to rip your heart out, and I'll eat it with a smile. :)

^^ Naw, I'm joking!

I'm just awesomely EXCITED for the picnic!! Kyaaaah~ OH wow.. I never do that. XD;;

Damn Bao-Chan for making me do that.. But at least he repaid by calling me Kaonyan~ XD;; (Now I can dote him like how Ryo dotes Tegoshi~)

This is the SUMMER TIME.

^^ I'm now thinking of whats songs to bring for the picnic. I want something that we all can enjoy and when we listen to it, it makes us happy and energetic! And when we listen to it, we want to sing along. There, we can make it an unforgettable day, ne?

List of songs I'm going to bring:

1) weeeek - NewS
2) SUMMER TIME - NewS
3) Cakes and Ales and Everlasting Laughs - ELLEGARDEN
4) Happiness - Arashi
5) Fight Song - Arashi
6) Di-Li-Li - Arashi
7) Everybody前進 - Arashi
8) *Still Searching ;P*

Uwah, been a while since I've blogged. :3

PS, I will be mentioning quite a number of times on Bao-Chan. :P No, I don't have a crush on him, I just enjoy doting him and treating him like a little brother. XD;; Actually, we were friends on Maple, but we weren't close. We just said hi and byes and a few random stuff. But now, we're closer! YOSH! I will start my plan to make him into an Arashi/NewS/KAT-TUN freak! *grins*

Random Convo

Bao-Sama: Ohayo! If you're awake.
-after 15 minutes-
Kao-Chan: Bao-Chaaaaan~
Bao-Sama: Kaonyan~
Kao-Chan: Totally a Tegoshi reply. *grins*
Bao-Sama: NANI?!
Kao-Chan: *blabs on how Tegoshi and Ryo is*
Bao-Sama: Wait, so if you dote me, doesn't that make you Ryo?
Kao-Chan: Hmm... True.. But I'm not Ryo. I don't have the burden of being so damn sexy.
Bao-Sama: I don't have the curse of being the cute one. o_O
Kao-Chan: Maybe. ^^ But you're so adooooraaaableeeeee!!!! *HUGGLES*

(The convo was more or like something like that. :P XD;; YES, I do become like that when I'm talking to younger friends who I consider as my younger siblings. My.. uhmm.. 'Onee-Chan' mood comes out and I start doting them.. a LOT. o_O And I did that to my Guild Leader on DOMO. XD;;)

Those 6 Beautiful Guys

:3 I guess, you'd know if you saw me online on MSN.

I'm sure you guys know of those Music Videos Parody! Here's another recent one!

'Summer Time' by NewS.

I like this song very much!



'Would you like to purchase 6 beautiful guys?'

I DO! I want to purchase ALL of them! Manly for Nacchan, Rocker for Kuroru, Smart for Ian, keep the rest for me! ..though I'd want to huggle both Psychotic and Cheerful type. Though I like Motherly type the best!

I liked the part where Tegoshi was like, 'Touch Massu, you'll die. I'm not afraid to rip your heart out, and I'll eat it with a smile. :)' LOL. GOOD ONE!

'Girls are scarier than cheap PVs.'

PS, Ryo was traumatized in the end. O_O KURORU, WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM?! XD;;

PPS, I liked the part where Massu was like, playing with the bottle and glanced at Ryo who was washing the shirt but made a hole in the middle. Massu looked so innocent and adorable! "Kyaaah!" te, was what I was feeling. XD;;

EH NANI KORE?!

You know.. I've always been download Arashi Videos, ne?

Somehow.. I made a discovery that these days.. I was more likely download KAT-TUN videos! o_O I mean.. what the heck?

Arashi ----> NewS ----> KAT-TUN

Somehow.. it feels as if my world is revolving around them. *sudden realization*

Demo sa, NewS doesn't have a show. XD;;

x___x;; And... and...

*sighs* Taguchi? ^^;;;

I'm fangirling about him a lot now! It's actually.. cree-ping-me-out.

XD;; Though, I.. honestly do not know what's with me and guys born in November. ^^;;;
(Ohno is born on 26th November, Taguchi is born on 29th November.)

XD;; Then Tegoshi? I don't want to talk about that.. Though I like Koyama the best! :P

HEY WHAT? WHY AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT THIS?!

PS, someone kill me. :( Oh wait.. not until I get their CDs!

PPS, I like Arashi's shows more than KAT-TUN. But I can't seem to stop looking at Taguchi. ^^;;

This is Koyama Keiichiro from NewS:


And this is..

Taguchi Junnosuke from KAT-TUN.


(And strangely both of them were the tallest in both groups! o_o;;..)

ONLINE Habits

I've actually gathered and piled up a list of my online habits, ne? But mostly I might be relating MSN, and all.

These are my MSN habits. Well, call me strange for doing this as I have a weird sense of thinking, ne!

1) Usually online 24/7 EVEN if I'm not there
Well, this is because I feel like I want to catch everyone's message to me! I also don't want to miss an opportunity to talk to them. So, I usually reply back their messages when I see them! ..Unless that person went offline already. ^^;; Since I usually reply back when I AM here, I feel that I can be there for anyone when they need someone to talk to, ne!

2) Status is AWAY as always
Well, I have a habit to fall asleep at random times, even when I want to rest. And sometimes I forget I have MSN on since I don't always check my screen every 10 minutes! So I leave my status as away so that people would know that I'm away, though, at times when I'm not away.. well.. you can always nudge me to see if I respond!

3) Blocking someone is NEVER forever
Whenever someone pisses me off, I will either log off, appear offline, so simply block them! But whenever I block, I will always unblock after a few days, since I don't really keep much grudges when I feel its not worth my bother.

4) Display Pictures are ODDLY all males
Well, I guess I just like the idea of people taking me as a guy at the first glance, ne? Other than security reasons, I sort of feel better that way! Then again, I can always look at the guy's picture when I'm bored. :P But usually, the guy I put on my DP are USUALLY the guys I'm liking the most right now. XD;; (So when you see Ohchan, you know its Arashi time, ne?) But I also have a habit to put on photos that looks nice. (Damn Nino for all those lovely and kawaii pictures of him!)

5) Instant GAME and WEBCAM invites rejection
I usually reject these two invitations since I thought it wasn't good for my connection and how my computer was running. I'm not only running MSN, I'm running Firefox, Maxthon, Winamp, MMORPGs (window-sized) at times, or even just watching videos. Though, I DO accept when someone asks me nicely, and give me a good reason. :)

6) NUDGES & WINKS are a no-no
I disabled them because I might be doing something as... photo editting or blogging. And when the window pops up, well.. there goes my stuff! Plus I find it pretty annoying.

7) MSN name always contain name, status & song name or part of the lyrics OR the band name
:P This is a way to see how my net life goes. Status usually would be just a normal thing, but the names show what I've been doing! Since I'm now liking the idea of being mistakened as a guy, I use MAXX pretty much. Lyrics, and song name usually represents what song I'm addicted to, but usually this song is related to my mood and my current feelings. Band names.. usually means I'm very much addicted to that band at the moment. (Eg. Arashi in Kanji, or anything like 'God Tegoshi' or names of the members!)

8) My different nicknames represent a rank
I use MAXX usually when I meet new people, since I like the idea of being mistakened as a guy. But sooner or later, I ask them to call me by different names such as Kaoru, Rei, Erix, etc. Kaoru as a primary name, and Rei being my secondary, depending on how close or how much I like you. XD;; If I don't like you THAT much, well.. be sure to call me by Erix. Kaoru is simply meaning I just like you. Rei and Maxx are simply friends. Other names such as Riida, Ohchan, KaoCHO or Kao-Chan, simply means I LIKE YOU MORE THAN THE REST! XD;; But of course, you need MY permission to use it. Or you can find yourself on my ignore list like Zushi. :P Though people I like the most, I usually give them a range of names. ^^ (So people who I asked to call me Kao-Chan or KaoCHO, you're LOVEDED by me. *HATTO*)

9) You know when I HEART YOU when I don't ignore you
If I ignore you, (a) I'm mad at you, (b) I'm away/busy or.. (c) I simply don't like you as much. :P Well, I can definitely look at Zushi and Dan at this point!

10) Never *IM people (Instant Message)
That's my main rule. I never IM people unless I feel like its something that I know I GOT to do or its important. :) THOUGH, I do IM when I feel creepily cheerful, ne? But if you noticed, I NEVER IM people because, I honestly feel like I'm disturbing them and being a pest! And also I don't know if you're busy or what.. Some people tend to put their status to online even when they're busy. So I don't want to be rude and an annoyance, so I tend to be quiet! So, if I don't IM you, then just IM me, since you know I would be waiting for anyone's message.

11) 'Haha', 'Lol', 'XD;;', '^^' Mainly?
Well, that JUST means I have no comment or nothing to say about that! If I'm busy, I would usually tell people. But if its this, well.. maybe I have no mood. :)

12) Links are what I dislike the most
No.. I'm joking. XD;; Kinda. I kinda hate it when people post them. Sometimes when I accidentally click it, IE comes on, and it lags my computer a lot! Then again, I've very lazy, so I don't look into it without a good reason.

Okay, that's all the MSN habits I have. :) But I have MORE ONLINE habits!

1) Why BLOG?
I find that blogging is a way to express your thoughts and feelings. Though, it may not be private, but I find it the best way for me to express my feelings. If I feel that I can't say it to your face, I post it on, since I don't want to encounter much questions just yet. I read my friends' blogs since they sometimes do the same. Plus I can get some info of their life, ne? Because I'm a bit ignorant at times, and I don't ask them how life is going that much.

2) With those many games
Well, if you looked at my desktop. Yes, I have 9 MMORPGs installed, but why don't I ever play them? I usually play during my break or holidays. I keep a lot since I like to rotate them, and every one of them has something unique. :P If I like having many skills, I can use play DOMO. If I want a place to emo at, I can go to SRO or RFO, etc. Then again, why I rotate, is because I won't be able to get addicted to one game. So, if I played Fiesta, I move to SRO the next day. I'll forget about Fiesta then!

3) Download too much?
I agree. Waiting for one download to finish, and start another is a bother, ne? But I find it a good way to kill time other than playing games. Then again, I do this partly because I'm a data collector. ^^ I'd rather watch shows and videos instead of playing games. Then again, downloading makes it that I won't watch videos OR play games. I think time is being wasted if I don't download anything, so I can found downloading quite a lot of stuff, one after another. Plus, it's not like it'll be there forever ne! So better download them while I can! (And no, strangely, my laptop doesn't get smoked or burst into flames after months of downloading. :P We have a special bond. As long as I have Racer (Or Yuki) here with me, I'll be fine. XD;; Though, taking it away = days of being sick. Yup, that's me! I'll be a lifeless doll without Racer..

4) Only UPLOAD a number of stuff at a time
I don't usually connect my mobile or whatever to my Racer when I want to upload less than 20 photos onto Racer. So I usually wait for a HUGE numbers of photos before I upload them onto my Racer. ^^ Same goes for scanning drawings and all those. :) Also uploading them online.

I can't think of any for now. XD;; So.. look forward to an updated one!?

Aah~ So blue~

Music I'm Listening To: Fruits Candy (Sadly and anime song! XD;)

Topic: Music

:3 Here I've returned with one achievement that I'm proud of! Though nothing special..

XD;; but I've FINALLY remember who is who, and what's their name!

..in NEWS & KAT-TUN!

Finally I can tell the difference between Maru, Ueda & Taguchi. :3

Well, a short update on the blog, ne?

Here's my favourite members of the three main bands!

Arashi (I like everyone but these two are my favourites! And not ranked.. since I like both equally!);
Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi

NewS (I like everyone here too! But I've got about 2 favourites... or three XD;; and it's ranked!);
Koyama Keiichiro, Masuda Takahisa.. o_o I guess I have 2 favourites then!

KAT-TUN (I like almost everyone.. XD;; ALMOST, but three favourites here! Oh, it's ranked as well! :3);
Taguchi Junnosuke, Kamenashi Kazuya, Nakamaru Yuichi

PS, OH WOW, so there IS a name Junnosuke! XD;; Shocked me there.

PPS, o_O Taguchi-Kun's birthday is on the 29th... November. XD;; Tegoshi on the 11th. x__x;;

Blabber on Game? (01)

Before I go, I want to talk (or.. list down) the games I've played before. x__x I can remember about 12 games, but I think there's more. I just forgot. I'm also listing games I'm playing, games I'll be playing in the future, and games I know but not planning to play, as well as games which I'm in midst of deciding of whether to play or not. (:P Though, I stick to a game for as much as 1 - 4 weeks.)

1) Maple Story ( Global & SEA Version )
Honestly, this is my first MMORPG, and probably the longest one I stayed with. Well.. until I found it boring, and grinding seems effin impossible. e__e And how much people accused me of KSing when I'm simply using my skills. PLUS it's not like I can choose my enemies.

2-D graphics, 4 main classes; thief, warrior, mage, archer. Training starts getting impossible after lvl 50. (or less, where the monsters you're supposed fighting only give up to 0.01%) Controls are using keyboards.

Characters have large mutated heads, though it's adorable. But I don't want to get married to someone who had a very small body and a huge head. I wonder how he's able to balance. o_O;;

I played this.. from Zushi's Introduction. :3

2) Tales of Pirates ( or known as 'Pirates King Online' on another server )
:P This game is fun! I found the fact that you could also train at the sea fun. I liked this game, and I'd vote for it! But I never got far. x__x;; The only problem here is that, the jobs you can choose depends on your gender, for example, only females can be cleric, while only males can be swordsman.

3-D graphics, 3 main classes (that I can remember..); swordsman, cleric, explorer. Movements made by mouse.

Characters look normal, and I liked the system where there's a box that you can only by a certain level that gives you the equipment after 5 levels. The only flaw here is that earning money is such as pain in the CHIKO-POMPOM, and if you don't have anyone to give you money in the beginning.. well.. that's hell for you! And cash shop items don't have defense at all, so you're practically dead.

I found this game by an AD.

3) Silkroad Online
THIS is a game worth playing, IF you have friends. In the past, I played this, and there was only the Chinese race. But I recently checked it out, they added a new race; European race. And for both, the job system is different, in a sense that, if you're Chinese, you can choose which weapon you want to master in and what element. But for the European race, it's the normal job thing + sub.

Training is easy if you're Chinese, since you're balanced by both magic, and melee. But for European, it's a pain IF you're a bard. Imagine yourself training happily, UNTIL A GIANT or PARTY monster spawns and YOU'll be in deep **** if you're alone. Let alone if BOTH spawned at the same time + if the monsters are uhmmm.. aggressive. :P Yup, the reason why I left! ~_~ No friends.

3-D Graphics which is very beautiful by my eyes, main classes? Don't even bother. Movements are by mouse as well.

Characters are nicely designed! Seriously. And if you're a bard, for every attack you give, you can hear lovely music~ ^^ I can't say much about this game though..

I found this game by... AD. :P

4) Trickster Online
A game I consider not worth playing, unless you've played a lot, and can quickly understand what's what. I honestly think earning money here is hard, let alone trying to find the equipment..

3-D Graphics, no main classes. Movements by mouse.

Characters are like chibi form..ish.

I found this game by AD as well.

5) Ghost Online
This game reminds me a lot of Maple, AND Singapore/Malaysia/China. :P As all the monsters are Asia-themed ghosts.. most probably from Malaysia. I played this game a long time ago.. so I don't exactly remember how it was like.

2-D Graphics, 3 main classes if I remember well; mage, warrior.. and last one was assassin I think. Movements by keyboard.

Characters have large heads, but a pretty thin and long body. So it's not as mutated as Maple. :P

I found this game... uhmm.. by a game board.

6) FlyFF
I can't say much for this game, since I only played for a day and stopped as.. there was a bug. XD;;

3-D Graphics like TOP + DOMO.

Friends introduction.

7) Anarchy Online
GOSH DON'T even TRY this game! When I played it.. I can't even get my character to lvl 5 since the system is hard! I don't understand a single bit, and when I tried to read, it made no sense. o_O;;

8) Fiesta
This is a game worth playing.. but not for long. Money earning seems easy.. but it's not. Well, this game was the one that made me categorize which game is good, which is not. :P

Uhmm.. I found a lot about this game, but I know that the graphics was very nice!

9) Rising Force Online

10) RAN Online

11) DOMO

12) Magic World Online

13) Phoenix Dynasty Online

14) Rohan Online

15) 2Moons Online

16) 9Dragons

17) Shaiya
(To be honest.. when I joined Aeria, this was the game I was aiming for.. but I ended up downloading DOMO XD;;)

18) Secret of Solstice

19) DECIDE

20) Rappelz

21) Hero Online

22) Lineage

23) World of Warcraft

24) Eudemons Online

25) Martial Heroes

26) Perfect World

**Editted Soon, as for now.. I'm burning my mind.. x__x;;**

KaoCHO's Disappeared! (01)

:3 Something like Nacchan's Disappearance, Part One!

x____x;; I'm sort of blank right now... and also a bit busy revising and all. :x

So I won't be blogging as much. Maybe once a day, or something...

^^;;; So, people, good luck with your studies and exams! ...and all..

xoxo,

KaoCHO (of Menkk'd)

Posted on; 6.50PM, of 2nd June 2008, Monday.

PS, this has gotta be my shortest post ever. :P

WEIRD convo between Bao&Kao

This MSN conversation took place at June 1st, 2008, 8.30PM.

Bao-Sama: Though...
Bao-Sama: How come you're in Europe and there at the same time? =O
Kao-Chan: ;3 It's called an out of body experience. Though I dont get why my body has a mind of its own
Bao-Sama: Thats just weird
Kao-Chan: Yeah
Kao-Chan: Get to showering!
Bao-Sama: On it.
Bao-Sama: ;p
Kao-Chan: *whacks your head* Then stop using the computer for 15 minutes!
Bao-Sama: *drowns in shower (how is that even possible xD)*
Kao-Chan: o_______o;; No, that's not possible. *drags you out of the shower and gets a gay pedophile to do first aid to you*
Bao-Sama: *REVIVES BEFORE HE CAN AND SMACKS THE HELL OUTTA HIM*
Bao-Sama: RAAAWR
Kao-Chan: Hahaha! *grins* Poor guy. Only wanted to save a life.
Bao-Sama: Yeah,and I bet he wanted to do some other stuff while he was at it
Kao-Chan:Yeah, that's what pedophiles do. ;P
Bao-Sama: xD
Kao-Chan: ^^
Bao-Sama: I never thought about it,but what do pedo's do for a living? =O
Bao-Sama: Oh,right
Bao-Sama: They become teachers xD
Kao-Chan: o________o
Kao-Chan: LOL!!
Bao-Sama: What, I'm not right? =O
Kao-Chan: Maybe you're right
Kao-Chan: XD;;
Kao-Chan: But do they even work?
Bao-Sama: Well,they gotta live don't they?
Kao-Chan: Hmm
Kao-Chan: XD;; I don't know?
Kao-Chan: Steal?
Bao-Sama: Yeah,they steal
Bao-Sama: Small children
Bao-Sama: =O
Kao-Chan: That's called kidnapping!
Bao-Sama: All the same,all the same
Kao-Chan: XD;; Yeah
Kao-Chan: o__O You better be careful then?
Kao-Chan: All I have to worry about is perverts!
Kao-Chan: And rapists
Kao-Chan: e______e
Kao-Chan: Well
Kao-Chan: everyone has to worry about rapists!
Kao-Chan: o_O EVEN RAPISTS THEMSELVES!
Bao-Sama: =O
Bao-Sama: LOL
Bao-Sama: Never thought about that
Bao-Sama: xD
Kao-Chan: What if.. the rapists raped themselves?!
Bao-Sama: IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?
Kao-Chan: Who'd be considered the victim and the rapist?
Kao-Chan: I mean, one rapist rapes another rapist
Kao-Chan: who actually wanted to rape that first rapist
Bao-Sama: Eh?
Bao-Sama: Wait,i don't follow this xD
Kao-Chan: so it's like, 'I raped you!' then the other one is like, 'Nuuh! I raped you!'
Bao-Sama: But...
Kao-Chan: There's two rapists
Bao-Sama: What if a third 1 came in and says: HEY,IM GONNA RAPE YOU BOTH
Bao-Sama: 0_o
Kao-Chan: They raped each other
Bao-Sama: Will the other 2 be victims?
Bao-Sama: xD
Kao-Chan: Who's the rapist and who's the victim?
Kao-Chan: XD;; LOL I don't know
Kao-Chan: They're all raping each other
Bao-Sama: They're....vractists
Kao-Chan: Lol!
Kao-Chan: But if they wanted to do 'THAT' with each other, it's not rape then
Kao-Chan: o_o;;
Bao-Sama: And with 'THAT' meain
Bao-Sama: meaning*
Kao-Chan: Sex
Kao-Chan: rape
Kao-Chan: whatever
Kao-Chan: XD
Bao-Sama: lol
Kao-Chan: Naw, it's not considered rape
Kao-Chan: Unless one of them objects
Bao-Sama: ITs not a courthouse 0_o
Bao-Sama: Rape is rape
Bao-Sama: Sex is sex
Bao-Sama: =O
Kao-Chan: XD;;
Kao-Chan: Lol, I mean
Kao-Chan: if one of them doesnt want to do it, and one of them forces. Then its rape
Bao-Sama: But what if one just want 'THAT'and the other want 'IT' ?!
Kao-Chan: But if both of them wanted to rape each other, then its NOT rape at all!
Kao-Chan: o_O WHats IT now?!
Bao-Sama: YOU DECIDE! 0___o
Kao-Chan: Whaaat?!
Bao-Sama: THIS WHOLE CONVERSATION IS WEIRD ANYWAY
Bao-Sama: xDDD
Kao-Chan: But I'm not a rapist! I'll NEVER RAPE!
Kao-Chan: I know
Kao-Chan: o__o Why are we even on this topic?
Bao-Sama: What i was trying to say ^^

:3 VERY VERY weird, and random topic. XD;;

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (05)

There's been a few things on my mind. It's been there for quite some time, and I rarely worry about these stuff. Because my mind is always occupied, I usually stare at random stuff, making even more random comments or thoughts about it. Though, people tell me not to think about it much, or rush things. I just can't help but feel that I really need to..

1) One of my worries, is what career I'll be taking. For this past 14.. uhmmm 15 years of my life, I never really thought about what I want to do. 'I want to be a zoologist!' 'I want to be a comic artist!' 'I want to be a..' and so on. I never thought business would interest me, since I've always sat back and said that its not like it'd be a problem in the future. But here I am, staring down the path of business. I haven't taken a step yet, and I'm already facing a minor problem.

'If only I didn't cancel out POA..' I'm already regretting changing my electives before I handed in the form. I guess I was thinking that Computer Studies are what people are looking for nowadays.

I'm still worrying. They'll be using 'o' level results, not my 'a' level results. I'm already taking a wrong turn in my education/career path.. I just hope I can pay for that when I'm in Year 12. Though, now I' m slightly worried about what subjects I'd need to take. HE told me to go to ICC, but I'm not really sure of what to do. Where is ICC anyway? o_O;;

Now, the last step is to choose a proper University, and a way to get a scholarship. As far as I'm concerned, my dad told me US was the best place. HE told me UK was the best place. BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO THAT FAR AWAY! T__T The next one was Australia. Okay, fine. I settled for Australia as my first option. Even though Japan is my 2nd, I still want to learn the language. :P (In case I get an Arashi DVD with no english subtitles, I can still understand it anyhow! Same does to Doramas, and Anime, and Manga. :P I don't have to wait for an english-translated one!)

2) My 2nd concern, is surprisingly about DOMO. I'm still in midst of thinking whether I should quit completely or play as little as once every two weeks. Though, the main problem is the guild. I still want to keep in touch with them.. but leaving is a hard thing to do! If they asked me, I would want to use exams as my reason, but I doubt Iph would want to believe that.

I guess, I have my other reasons. When he gave me the cold shoulder, and kept saying how no one would care if I left or what.. I guess that just gave an impact on the wound Ish gave me. 'Ah, I guess I'm just another name in your address book..' That's what I'm feeling now.

As my reason was partly because I enjoyed talking to him.. but now that he treats me like a complete stranger with his words, 'You being online or offline is still no fun to me,' must be his way of saying, 'It doesn't make a difference.' And all I did was went on and asked how everyone was doing.. He didn't have to actually tell me off. That time, my happy mood just went down. "What did I do wrong..?" I wondered. No.. it's not what I did. Its all because his lover hasn't went on for 4 days. Wow.. and this just made me realize why Tai and BubbleTea and Ryu was mean to him.. I still slightly pained by this, but I tried not getting it to me. I don't want anyone to blame Iph for this.. but I want to let him know that HIS WORDS are NOT just words.

3) Third concern.. is what that's been in my mind quite longer than the rest (except for number 4)... Nacchan knows what it is.. but for now, I can't quite find the words to say it..

"Is he being serious or just playing with me?" That's what I'm thinking of a lot nowadays. :P And that's all I'll be saying about number 3!

4) This isn't really a concern, but nonetheless, it kept in my mind.

"Everlasting Friendship"

I agree with Nacchan. What Ian said sounded like we all were going to leave.. And it made me very concern.. maybe, to the point that I was thinking, 'Will this be an everlasting friendship?' I sure hope so.

PS, number 4 was a bit of a rush, so was number 3. x__x I'm not supposed to be on, but I need to get rid of two drafts!