40th Post?.... o_e

And I've only been on for 8 days, and this is my 40th entry!!

o___o;;

Lol, Nacchan, if you're still planning to read everything after exams, since 1 week = 30+ posts, I wonder how much would it be for 3 weeks? XD;; 90+ posts?

Plus this week, it'll be 100++ posts!! o___O;;;;...

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

e___e;; It just means on average, I post about 3+ entries a day. x___x;;

All or Nothing - 嵐

All or Nothing - 嵐

Lyrics ( Shortened / Beginning )

Johnny's daihyou Arashi is in da house yo
Sou kore ga ALL or NOTHING (that's right yo)
S.H.O.W spilling words on this track
Bring it on like this
Yeah check it...

Kumo mo nai sora hora mota mota mosaku sezu ni
Yoka tanoshin da houga
Kyou wa shouka ni mo yosasou da
Toki ni wa heya de kakeru Bossa Nova
Soto de yatsu to chill
Yuttaru to hanashi konde asu wo miru
Waku wo kiru goto ni yori asu wo shiru
You know what I mean?

When I listened to both video and song alone, I noticed that there might be a slight difference. Because I can hear Sho introducing himself, 'Ore wa Sakurai Sho' or something at the 'ALL or NOTHING' part.

;P Nonetheless, it's still nice.

I liked watching the video, and how Nino and Ohno were. XD;; YAY RIIDA DANSU!!

Also, when Sho said, '..I mean' part, I swear I hear it as 'Ra-men!' O_O;;;

:P I want to definitely learn this dance!

KaoCHO's Ways to Scare People Away!! (02)

:o Last time, it was Arashi stuff. And now, it's STILL Arashi stuff!

But, I won't say it's KaoCHO's way. x__x I think it should be titled..

RIIDA's Ways to Scare Fans Away!!



Here we have it, our RIIDA, or Captain Samii!

Ossan ka?

Iya iya Ohchan da!



(By the way, it'll be a long post from here onwards! :P)

Let's start with how he did it!



Well, now we all know that he's really the one who made all these. x__x;; I honestly think it's a bit creepy and odd.. o_O But I have to say the same for myself. I DO draw the same person again and again. XD;;



Well, after finishing all that, he arranged them in a way, for several shots, but there's too much, so I'm only posting one very crowded one. XD;;



Odd.. weird... scary..

o_O I know, I felt the same when I looked through Riida's artbook (called Freestyle, FYI)

Now, I shall go to; NATURE!



He took quite a few; on the ground, in a bush, on a tree, and its branch. x__x Personally, I only chose those that had him in it. :P



(RIIDA, POSE WITH THEM!! ^^)



Now for the tree branch..



UP CLOSE!!



He also did an extra work, taking the photos at night. o_O And I wonder how he went out without being bombard by old ladies!




Well, now let's move to indoors! Starting off with..

at School. :3



o__o To be honest, to be the only human with a full body, in a class full of bodyless, same face-d stuffs is creepy..

Now, to gym!



I thought he was a tad adorable here. ^^



He started taking a few photos here with the figurines, like on the ground, and I think he hung one at the basket ball hoop. XD;;



At this point, he took a few outside, but still in school compound, and a few more else where.

I'll add an extra points here. :)



Yup, you guessed it. The heads are now inside those pokemon ball things . XD;; Lol.

It'll be like 'GO OHCHAN HEAD FIGURINES NO. 8153139!! ATTACK KAOCHO WITH YOUR FLAMING TAIL!!!!!1111one'



e___e And Ohchan sure feels smiley knowing that..



But maybe it'll scare and make kids cry if they had it. o___o;;

In the end of the artbook, he had quite a few extras, like sculptures he made, or weird outfits he wore. :o

But now, I'm tired from having to edit, crop out, resize, rename, upload, and post it on in order. XD;;

^^ Did it scare you like how I scared you with.. ALL THE ARASHI STUFF I HAVE? XD;;

KaoCHO's Plans with Friends (02)

:o Okay, maybe NOT plans, but this happened at school today. ;P Trying to embarrass yah, Kuroru!

We were rambling on about our blogs and all, and when we came to Ian's, Nacchan and I kept pestering her what '-k' meant at the back of her URL. x__x She won't say a word, and we just staaaaared at her. :P She got slightly irritated, but once we got on a different topic, Nacchan asked again.

:o Kuroru told Nacchan, she told me what K meant.

We all yelled out random words.

"KANASAI!" Lol, that just mean bullshit in Chinese.

We went on to teacher's names, and.. o_O

"Teacher Kasuma!" Kuroru cried out.

Nacchan and Ian was like, 'Kasuma? Who's that? It sounds familiar.'

'o______o SINCE WHEN IS MY DAD A TEACHER?!' I yelled out.

"OH YEAH, THAT'S KAORU'S DAD'S NAME!!" We all laughed at Kuroru. o_O When was my DAD ever a teacher? XD;; It'll be creepy if he was.

x__x He might be having a gamer's talk with the guys, or go like, 'Are you Kaoru's boyfriend?!' x__x But he's not like that. XD;; That would be me. My dad would more likely be... like... o__o.. I can't imagine my dad as a teacher. XD;;

We continued to ramble on, and Ian gave us this sticker that says our nicknames.

'Kacho-Maxx' o_o I was like.. 'Kacho?' XD Yeah she forgot the 'O'. It sounds lot like something in Pokemon! 'Kacho! Ka ka ka choooooo!' Lmao. And Ian would be like, 'KaCHO! I choose YOU!' And I'll jump out of my bed, 'Ka-CHOOOOOOO!' Lol, I'm being lame like Kuroru now. ;P

Well, that's all for now. x___x Btw, anyone ever farted on an uncooked chicken before?

:P I now wonder how many regular readers I have;
Ian, Nacchan, Asshie, Nickt... & apparently Mr. IL&MC too. o_O

Now I wonder how much he read. XD;;

Mr. IL&MC!

:o

You're actually READING my blogs? XD;; Lol.

o_o Creepy... :P Now I'm sure not to post anything odd.

And... 'its only like.. 7 weeks'

ONLY?! RAWR! *bites Kasugai (teh Metal Teddy Bear on DOMO)*

...oh well. ^^;;

x__x

Yes, you are VERY egotistic. ^^ Nyan! ;P

*goes and posts more entries*

Second Day of Mid-Year Exams!!

:'( The first day sucked in a way that chemicals were spilling on me.

But the second day sucked, such that it just SHOWED how terrible my luck in tests and exams are! ~_~ Plus it may also be my English that followed.

I've studied on the kidneys and all, plus a bit about hearts. I was hoping that food tests would come out... but it didn't! x__x I studied slightly on fruits, but.. the one that came out was FLOWERS! GAAAAH!!

Why do I HAVE this terrible luck of studying stuff that DOESN'T come out, or study the wrong STUFF!!? (Lol, refer to Nacchan about the chemistry test where I studied far ahead from the real topic. o_e;;)

;-; I know I'm going to fail this one since I sort of wasted time on thinking about a lot of stuff there. x__x;; And the test tube thing.. I put them into the hot water, instead of putting the hot water in the test tube. I only noticed when I glanced around. 'EEPPPSSS!' I rushed, and all. x___x Overall, my results were horrible. ;-; I didn't even managed to finished the paper! GAAAH!! *kills Mr. IL&MC* o____o... O___O NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! *kills Asshie now* ........ o_____o NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *kills... etc.* TT_TT...

I'm really hoping this luck would turn around. x___x;; *prays for it*

Uwaahhh~

I still have my butterscotch, and random tiny rock sweets from Australia. It made me think of how it was in Australia. ^^ It was a nice experience and definitely unforgettable!

I somehow feel that I'm missing it a lot. XD;; I mean, I would LOVE to live there..

x__x To be honest, I wished I could have brought my friends with during the trip, so we can venture out while my dad sleeps and my mom is at the meeting! x__x

Cars pass by, people being nice, random stuff happening outside! ^^ And for that one week, I got quite attached to Australia. ;-;

It remember it was cold, and we always need to bring our jacket along! But a lot of people were so used to the coldness that they were prancing around in their bikinis. o_O;;

The stuffs were expensive, but a lot of stores. The one food that I kept buying there was the ice cream. ^^ We stayed at an apartment, and it is VERY expensive. :o Ours was the guest section, but the next building was for permanent residents, so you can practically just buy it and live there forever. XD;; It was a VERY nice area. When you go out to the balcony, you can feel the wind, and when you look down (depending on what view you took), I saw the Circle on Cavill! :P

It's like one huge circle patch, and then there's the stones and pathway. Then the shops around it were arranged in a larger circle! Nearby were some cafes, and clothes store, as well as a grocery store, and an ice cream parlor. ^^ You could sit at the green grass or pathway, and look up. :o You would find a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE TV SCREEN!! :o And at nights, they usually play a movie. It's on all day. But at night, I like it the best! You just sit around, or lie down, and look at the tv screen with everyone else. And you get fresh air! ^^ I used to sit around and watched the tv while my parents went to shop nearby. XD;; I was a lazy bum, but I really liked the place. ;-;

I would really want to go back and own an apartment there myself! XD;;

KaoCHO's Ways to Scare People Away!! (01)

KaoCHO's very untidy and unorganized!

*gasps* Like anyone would want that!

Mangas on the desk, and they're supposed to be on the shelf!! And... and... KaoCHO's FILES! Music file here, music file there! And... and.. a lot of duplicates!! x__x;;

I swear, I do NOT know how many Arashi Songs and how many duplicates I have!




:P And that's only their music! What about..

VIDEOS!




and...let's see inside the main folders;

MAGO MAGO ARASHI




and ARASHI NO SHUKUDAI-KUN
(lol.. ignore the MSN guy. e__o Stupid guy had to log in at that time.)



and, don't forget.. THEIR MOVIES



AND DORAMAS!!



and.... their lovely pictures :3
(btw, there's more if I scrolled down.. but, the main attraction were the folders. XD)




*gasps* What an Arashi fangirl!!

Lol, I know.

I'm just posting this to scare all the artists away (and because I was partly bored)

Note:
To be honest.. x__x I barely even watched HALF of the videos I downloaded! Lol.. I just downloaded them since I want my computer to get something while I listen to music. ^^;; Lol, downloading is my part-time job. (;o And my salary is $ArashiStuff!)

Oh, and I renamed this entry. :P Gave me an idea of a new section.

Music: そのまま (SMAP) & 虹 (Aqua Timez)
Dorama: None
Games: DOMO (Kao&Kasu&Kazu is hibernating :3)
MSN: Online/Away

Time: 25th May 2008, 5.33PM

KaoCHO's Wonders on Life (05)

Have you ever wondered how words are actually hard to say? Okay, maybe not say. But they are pretty hard to control.

For example, one person gets pissed off, it'll be hard for him to say non-offending or mean words. 'GO AWAY! SHADDUP YOU EFFIN IDIOT! JUST GO DIE!' Like that.. :P

Words are just words, someone told me. But for me, they may be JUST words, but I'd say it with my real feelings. If I was to be a person to just say words without any feeling in it, then yes, those words may just be words. But for me, why say it when it's just words? Not feelings?

Anger is just one of it. What if you felt sad, you have nothing to say, because you feel as if you might just cry if you did. If something happened, some people would think, 'Oh, hell with it.. I don't care..' or some would think, 'aahhh.. it's all my fault!'

But main issues for me is what to say to comfort someone. I don't want to be someone to make it worst, but by saying nothing is just as bad, because I would honestly feel worthless and useless. 'What do I do... What do I say..' I would be worrying about that.

Words may also have a big impact on people. Like from my previous blog, if a friend were to say, 'It seems that my feelings don't matter to you', you'd be shocked, and scared. 'Have I been selfish all this time..?' one would think. What if you were to say, 'I honestly don't care about who you like now' to a friend, it would hurt them to know as she or he would think, 'maybe he doesn't care about me..'

But keep in mind, words without feelings may also hurt. 'No one cares~' Someone might just sing to you. But those words get stuck in your mind, and you will start to think that no one cares.

And for one, words may heal your wounds. ^^ A long letter filled with your feelings, may move someone. You could actually think of words that was able to cheer him or her up!

So from what I think, words may just be words. But they're very strong. :3 So, try not to say irrelevant stuff.

Buuuut, this is just what I THINK, doesn't necessarily means it's true for everyone!

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (03)

People come and people go; but who actually keeps coming back?

No one is expected to stay by your side forever. And maybe, your close one would have to go. It was never easy to let them go, but you have to anyway.

But I have this weird luck where, everyone around me comes, and when they go, it's usually at the same time. During my time on DOMO, I had quite a few friends who I was close to, and we chatted everytime. ^^ It was fun, but it never lasted long.

I had to do something as stupid as to tell the guild officer about my friend (Ish) leaving to make his own. Then he just left, deleted me, put me on black list. It really broke my heart when he said to me, 'Well, it seems as if my feelings don't matter to you.' I wasn't expecting that, and all I did was stood there, with tears in my eyes. '....why did I do that...' was what I was thinking for days. Someone, Renn, just kicked the spirits back into me, also with the help of Pheo. I was fine, well.. I kept saying I was fine.

Until one day, Renn told me how confused I was, and how indecisive I became. It wasn't Ish that was on my mind. It was what he said. 'You KNEW I would do this, and you just decided on it anyway.' I was really guilty, and so scared, 'What if I lost more friends..' I could help but thought of that.

Soon after, Pheo had pressed on me too much, I just blew it. And the next thing I know, he's just going with another member. I felt as if I was replaced. Then after some time, I noticed how two of my close friends weren't going on. I felt so depressed even more. But, gladly, Mr. IL&MC just cheered me up, and I have to thank him for that!

Soon enough, I cleared up my business with Pheo. Okay, we weren't as close, but hell with it. Then, one day, Mr. IL&MC tells me something.. I really hoped didn't come.. ^^;; And in the end, he has to go as well. When I went on DOMO to add a friend, Pheo tells me that Renn is leaving the guild. Gosh, I feel so horrible!

But, I couldn't say a word. I wanted to tell them what I felt about it.. but I couldn't.. Because I don't want to drag them down.. ^^;; Maybe, what Ish said really got to me.. His words made me feel as if I was the selfish one.. but.. what was I do to?

KaoCHO's Series of Confessions (02)

x___x I had this feeling before.. you know.. :P With Roxas and all.. Hahaha.

Well, usually, my confessions are related to stuff like.. problems and all. x__x Well, for me now, it's a problem. XD;; I'm suffering heart ache! *audience gasps*

....no.. seriously.. ^^;;

x__x The Roxas thing was years ago, and I don't know WHY I even liked him. But here I am, having the same feelings.. 'It's just a crush!' I told people. GAH, but do crushes hurt THIS bad? ^^;; Maybe the big ones do..

Here I am, sitting down, trying not to think about it, but I don't know. 'Is this just a crush?' I keep asking myself. I've unknowingly told my tuition mates (Padi & Chris) that I like people born in the year of the Dogs and Horse, and commenting on how egotistic Horses are.

Then one day, when I told Padi when we were watching Arashi on my PSP (x__x Wanna be distracted here), 'Oh actually, when I was writing the list, I was thinking of Arashi members, and a friend of mine!' And she was like, 'Oh, do you LIKE him?' BAM! I started stuttering like crazy, 'W-What? Noooo What? EH? No! What makes you think that!!' And I didn't notice how much I was blushing. Padi then KNEW I DID like him. '...damn it..' That was what I was thinking.

When we were sitting in school, studying for the Chemistry Practicals, she asked me a few questions, like.. how he was like. "Proud, egotistic, full of himself... but nice, friendly and honest," and I just grinned at her. She stared at me. "Egotistic.. Are you talking about the guy born in the year of the Horse? Oh my god, you ARE!" '...ah....' was what I said.. and then I ran to the back, blushing madly. x___x

GAH when I think of it, I blush a lot at that topic. ;-; And I end up having my heart beat rapidly. x___x One of the weird-ism behind this as well, I get overly excited when he's going on and all. 'Yaaaaay!' and all. XD;; But when he's not on, I'm usually, 'Hmm, okay.' Normal. But when he IS, its like I'm all, 'Hahahaha *laughs* Yeaaaayyyy!! *huggles*' to random people, it scares me. o_e

^^;; Overall, my depressions are on when I don't talk to him much, but I'll smile when I think about it. x___x;; There's more stuff.. but I'm just going to sit back and think about it.

But, one question though,

Is this just a crush? Or can it lead to 'love'?

^^;; Just a question.. Because, for me.. I honestly don't know!

NOTE:

:P No, this is not really the problem. ^^;;