It's always on my mind; whenever people make mistakes, it was said, that the mistake will teach them not to make it. But for me, all my mistakes happen again and again. x___x; And I've noticed that, whenever I get emo and depressed; its usually when I have friend/social problems. x___x; Which is a pretty sad thing for me, since I don't consider myself having that much friends, but hey.. At least I have a few. ^^;;
My usual mistakes with friends is that, when I find that there was nothing more to talk about.. like no same interest, or the fact that I feel like a total outcast in that group, I just keep silent. A 'hi' may last for a few days, before I stop saying it. x___x; I guess I tend to drift far from my friend after that, and a few weeks later, we're friends again.. but end up drifting far again. x___x; It happens quite a lot to me. I guess my interest are never normal.. XD;;
^^ Having friends are good, just that, whenever they talk about something foreign to you, you don't know what to say. And when I don't, I keep silent for a long time. These things like, 'Books', 'Karate', 'MCR' and all... and they talk about stuff that happened when I wasn't there. Maybe, Zushi and Zul and all, they have other friends, but I only rely on friends who has different interests than me.. I feel more of an outcast. Both in society and in class. AND in my group of friends.. So whenever, someone asked me, if I had to choose between all my friends, who would I go with? I guess I'd pick Asshie. Since he pretty much likes stuff that I do.. like... bands, and all. ^^ But it'll be selfish of me.. So I never would want to answer that.. so if a friend of mine choose me, I'll just go along with it.
I guess that would be a reason why I go online. Because I know I can meet more people with same interest as me, or someone who I can get along well. I wonder if you could say it's my field of freedom since I'm not scared to show people how I really am. XD;; x___x;
Mistakes are what teaches people from making them. x___x; I don't think my mistakes can teach me anything. XD;; It's not easy to avoid, if it was part of your personality, like mine. x___x; I honestly think personalities can get in people's way. In a lot of ways.
My usual mistakes with friends is that, when I find that there was nothing more to talk about.. like no same interest, or the fact that I feel like a total outcast in that group, I just keep silent. A 'hi' may last for a few days, before I stop saying it. x___x; I guess I tend to drift far from my friend after that, and a few weeks later, we're friends again.. but end up drifting far again. x___x; It happens quite a lot to me. I guess my interest are never normal.. XD;;
^^ Having friends are good, just that, whenever they talk about something foreign to you, you don't know what to say. And when I don't, I keep silent for a long time. These things like, 'Books', 'Karate', 'MCR' and all... and they talk about stuff that happened when I wasn't there. Maybe, Zushi and Zul and all, they have other friends, but I only rely on friends who has different interests than me.. I feel more of an outcast. Both in society and in class. AND in my group of friends.. So whenever, someone asked me, if I had to choose between all my friends, who would I go with? I guess I'd pick Asshie. Since he pretty much likes stuff that I do.. like... bands, and all. ^^ But it'll be selfish of me.. So I never would want to answer that.. so if a friend of mine choose me, I'll just go along with it.
I guess that would be a reason why I go online. Because I know I can meet more people with same interest as me, or someone who I can get along well. I wonder if you could say it's my field of freedom since I'm not scared to show people how I really am. XD;; x___x;
Mistakes are what teaches people from making them. x___x; I don't think my mistakes can teach me anything. XD;; It's not easy to avoid, if it was part of your personality, like mine. x___x; I honestly think personalities can get in people's way. In a lot of ways.
Music: La Tormenta 2004 (By Arashi)
Dorama: None
Games: DOMO (Kaoru&Kazu are dormant and resting :P)
MSN: Online/Away
Time: 22nd May 2008, 1.20PM
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