I should just shoot myself. D:

*SHOT*

Well, seriously. D: I do need that right now!

My dreams are getting weirder by the day! I'm getting more HSJ dreams, but then when not related to HSJ, it feels so normal that it's weird for me! And the weirder dreams I get about HSJ are so normal to me!

NOTE: In all my dreams, I never looked like myself. I was slim, and more fairer, like... how I want to look. o_O But I had long hair too!

1) Taiyo?

Before this, I had another dream which was the weirdest overall, but I decided not to post it AT ALL.

In this dream, the only ones making an appearance was Taiyo and Hikaru, but Taiyo made the most appearances in my dreams. In the dream, I was somehow friends with Hikaru and Taiyo, well.. I might have been in their class! (They are classmates IRL though!) It's not really odd, but it wasn't those happy funny dreams.

Somehow, Taiyo was having a problem, and he kept approaching me, and we kinda talked about it a few times in that dream. Hikaru made a few appearances, but none of it had me talking to him. So, practically, the dream was from my POV, but most of it had something to do with Taiyo, like, talking to him, seeing him talk to Hikaru. It was those normal times when your friend has a problem. Both Hikaru and I were trying to help him though!

Days of school and holidays came by in the dream though, so I'm guessing this dream only showed the moments when he came to me about his problems. But I do recall having Hikaru talked to me once at the end, saying that Taiyo really missed Ya-Ya-yah. D:

2) Chinen as an Olympic Contestant!

I've read before that his father was the last Olympic's Bronze Medal Winner for Gymnastics! (Which kinda explains why he's the acrobatic of HSJ!)

This dream was short! In my dream, I was watching TV, well.. the Olympics as usually (Athletic Channel FTW! :D), and then at one of it was running (D: Its supposed to be Gymnastics dood!), I saw 'CHINEN Yuuri' as one of the runners, and I was like, 'WOOOOOO GO CHINEN!'

Yeah.. that's all. o_o;;

3) My family consists of a 15-year old Takaki, a 15-year old Yamada, a random lady, an 18-year old Yabu. Oh, and we were all 'siblings' but not siblings as well!

Well, at start, I kinda want to leave out the part of an appearance of an old gaming friend, but in that dream itself, I had a dream as well!

So, at first, I was in a game (VR ftw!) and I was fighting and all. Then my old gaming friend gave me a gift in the game. It was a strange clock. Clocks are supposed to be going clockwise in a circle, right? But this one was a semi-circle! There was three arms, and at the end of each arm, there was a flat transparent orb, with the colour; red, blue and also white. I forgot which one was the moon, but I'm guessing it was the blue. The white one will always be perpendicular to the flat-bottom of the clock, and the left part is red, right being blue. The other two arms move clockwise & anti-clockwise simultaneously, and it said that if both arms are in the same position at the white arm, it means an eclipse will appear. So I got curious, and pushed both arms to the center and just laughed, but soon an eclipse did come. I was surprised. That was the dream in my dream.

So then, in my dream, I woke up from the dream. I was in my old room of my old house though! Even though I was like.. 15 then, I was kinda not me now. (I kinda look like I was about 11 though!) In my old room, it was kinda stuffy but had that homely messy feel-y. Oh and I shared rooms!

ANYWAY, in that dream, I woke up. Yamada and Takaki was in my room, and well.. the three of us maybe shared the same room! But I know I was sharing it with Takaki for sure! So then, I woke up and shifted to Takaki, who was like about 15 years old? But then he looked younger than 15 though! Maybe 13 or 14.


(Yeah, he does look like this in my dream! XD;; I don't know how old he is here though.)

ANYWAY, the both of us were kinda close friends. We may kinda be considered siblings, but its kinda more of a childhood-neighbour feeling there! (And we all share the same house? LOL) So I shifted to him, because he was sitting at the other end of the bed (it was a single but big! and I used to sit on that bed a lot because it was like.. 'fenced' by wood, and only a small opening to get out of it!) He might have been playing games or reading a book, but anyway, I went to his side and said in an excited tone, 'Takaki!! I have this awesome weird dream! I need to tell you!' and he went like, 'Oh really? What what what?' like curious + mature kid style! Then I was about to tell him when I saw Yamada in the room. He was looking down at his books and looking up at the two of us. Strangely, only Takaki and me were younger, and everyone else was in their current age! I was like, 'Nooo! I don't want Yamada to know! I only want Takaki to know!' so I went and told Yamada to go out for a while, but he didn't want to. So I took random stuff (and keys?!) and pushed him out, 'okay, do something random with this,' I said, and then I locked the door. I then went back to Takaki, 'Anou ne, it went like this ne..' and I stopped when I heard another door being opened. It was Yamada and he was smiling, 'You gave me the keys to the door,' and soon, I pushed him out again and locked the door. It went on like that, and I never got the time to tell Takaki. When Yamada stopped, I was about to tell Takaki, but then my 'mom' (random lady who is not my mom neither do I know her!), and the HSJ members (who were carrying groceries) came into the room, and Yamada told them, 'Oh, they locked me out of the room.' So my mom scolded us! And then Yabu scolded us too!

So then it kinda skipped to night time, and since me and Takaki shared the same room, we could talk! (Well, I kinda confirmed about that after remembering this part! But Yamada doesn't sleep in this room though. He was in the room because no one else was in other rooms, and also it was kinda the computer room!) So I went like, 'Takaki, are you awake?' And he replied that he was. 'All right, about that dream right!' 'Hmm? What about it?' So yeah, it went on like that! I did tell him my dream in the end! :D

I liked this dream the best other than the unknown weirdest odd long dream! This was on the more normal side! And I got to see more Takaki (who was yoooooung *swoons*) but in this dream, I liked it the best because we seemed close like childhood friends though! But in my other dream, the only member I was close with was Chinen I think! & Taiyo.

4) Hikaru is such a dweeb! But he's also nice & silly! & Yamada makes another appearance?

Yup, funny title for a dream! I don't know what happened in the beginning, but I do remember having to go online to change the layout of my blog, and all that. Yamada made an appearance such that.. he was one of my contacts online? LOL. Yeah, that's all about the first part. Because it only consisted of me putting captions on all my friend's names, and all. (& Bao & Assie made an appearance there since I was adding captions to their names. I don't remember what it was though.)

The second part was normal to be honest. Me & Hikaru were friends, but then its like, we had just became friends or classmates! So we were kinda watching TV or videos, or something. Other than the two of us, someone was there, but I didn't see or remember who it was. I do recall that the person was beside me, watching the videos. (It might have been Yamada, but I'm not entirely sure. Either Yamada, Daiki, or Chinen. Or even Keito. Yeah, someone around my height or shorter. Could be Morimoto too though.) And Hikaru was kinda beside me but there was a gap though. The other person was close though. (I'm talking about, sitting side-by-side!) But I only recall looking at Hikaru and watching the video, because I was partly having a conversation with him.

The odd part to it was.. we're talking about flabs, abs and fats? LOL. So, he made a comment about his arm. Then I said, 'Oh, just take the fats from your tummy to your arm and make it into muscles!' I was just joking. But then there was an awkward silence there. 'I was joking!' Hikaru was like, 'I know!', and did his infamous smile, before laughing a bit. ^w^ Yeah, that kinda made my day! And we just continued talking from there onwards.

I KNOW MY DREAMS ARE SO WEIRD BUT NORMAL BUT RANDOM BUT AWESOME, so I love it so. :D

:(

Goodbye... old picture.

& HELLO, new display-picture of Hikaru-being-a-dweeb! :D

I'm beginning to enjoy the dweeb-i-ness of Hikaru! (:

Here's a photo of him?!


& one of Hikaru & Yabu (which I cannot resist posting on because Yabu is sooooo cute when he was young! but now he's just hawt)

This might be too early..

But...

I WANT TO LIST DOWN WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH Menkk'd~!

*claps and enjoys this moment... alone*

Though, it's not officially open.. I just want to list down what I want to do, and remind myself so I can look forward to the future, ne!

1) Picnic at the BEACH
...which we never had.

Like LAST TIME, I want to enjoy a day at the beach, having picnic (with less food!) and MORE GAMES and MORE WATER and MORE.. chances to splash water at Kuroru?!

But this time.. I want to bring along Ian! ;D

& don't forget the pictures, videos & hermit crabs..

2) Swimming at the POOL
...where Kuroru & I don't have any swimming suit.

I want to get water guns and ALL and water balloon and ALL. XD For a water fight?! We FINALLY have reason to dance and sing 'LUCKY MAN'! :x Or 'The Pain of the Pretty-' ops I mean 'Taiyou No Namida'!

3) Group Photo Shoot
...where we have a bit of money & equipment problem.

Don't you think it'd be cool, seeing a group of people in nice outfits, posing as if they're models.. and you can tell people, 'OH! I KNOW THEM!!' or something like that. :D I think so too. I'd definitely be like, 'OH! LOOK! ITS MY TWIN! AND WE SHARE THE SAME NAME, how COOL IS THAT?!'

4) Dorama & Movie Day (or Night)
...while we're still having our studies now.

Watching Dorama is fun alone. But it'll be NICER if you watched it with other people. ;) You laugh, we laugh. You cry, we cry. You think its weird, we think you're weirder. You fall off the couch, we'll steal your spot on the couch. :) We're such good friends, aren't we? But if you decide to jump off the balcony, I think I'll be by your side, telling you what pose looks cooler from the bottom as I have a camera ready to take a photo of you. :o

5) 'How do you...' Segment
...while we still have that equipment problem & studies.

I think it'd be better if we actually had wigs! So we can look like girls- oh we're already girls.. WELL, I think it'd be better if we had better equipment! Like..like... Guy clothes!

This segment is about like.. 'How does this member confess to a guy she likes' or something like that, ne! :x We should have a 'First Date' segment as well.. but there's no place here that I'd go for a date!

6) Onigokko GEMMU (Game)
...while we're having a bit of problem with location, equipment & studies.

Oni... gokko? Oni means demon or chasers. While gokko is like.. hide & run. So basically in this game, a number of people are given 5 minutes head start to find a place to hide or something. After that, USUALLY they had cameras so the Oni Commander can track the movements of the players. :x But that's impossible for us. So for us, a number of people are the players, and a smaller number of Onis are dispatched to chase them. For the players, they can HIDE but once an Oni finds them (hidden or unhidden) they run away from the Oni until the Oni is outrun or whatever. :x If one player is chased by an Oni, other Onis can chase the same one. Though, for this game, we have a TIME limit about an hour until all the players are found and caught. But usually, this game is played in a VEEEEEERY huge area. EVEN larger than the mall!

If we are able to get cameras, the Oni commander can dispatch Onis to go here or there. But since we have insufficient stuff. It's better to stick to a small group of Onis with the commander joining them. XD Though, they'd need a walkie-talkie or something!

If there are players who are still uncaught by the end of the time, the players wins the game! But usually, this game contains many segments, where the winner usually becomes the next Oni commander by the next game. :x I watched this game being played by several people (Ya-Ya-Yah & NEWS & J.J. Express). I found it interesting and I would want to play it. (Though, I admit that I was so nervous and scared while watching them play since it felt like I was really in the game itself. The first time watching it made me so nervous and scared and TOO into it to the point where I was yelling at the screen, 'AH YABAI! SHIGE HAYAKU! ONI!!! *points at the Oni in the screen* AGH KUSANO HAAAAYAAAAAAAAKUUU RUUUUUUN!!!!!!' te. It actually took me a long shower to calm down, but my heart was beating so damn fast!)

I have other stuff I wanna do.. but I'll leave it aside for now!