Malay Orals yesterday was killing..

Yesterday, I had my Malay orals for 'O' Levels, and well, it was no good.

My topics were easy and all.

But waiting for more than 3 hours in the heat, and fasting at the same time was no good. I got a headache, and well, when it was my turn, the teachers seemed tired. They even asked me, 'How many more people are waiting outside?'. I was surprised, and it got me really nervous.

When I got home, it wasn't a headache anymore. I developed into a migraine, since only one part of my head hurts like hell, though my head hurts throughout. I really felt like banging my head on the table.

Aspirins did not do the work. I was practically crying. D'X

I looked up the causes, and well, I HAD 4 POSSIBLE CAUSES TO IT!

It either might be caused by lack of food, which was why I'm fasting, OR, caused by heat, which I suffered in when I was waiting, OR, caused by stress, which I got when I was waiting for the orals, and lastly, the other possible cause is a sleeping disorder, like lack of sleep, or sleeping too much.

ejkhwkek DX So around 11PM, I went out to my parents, but they were sleeping at the couch, so I just sat down on the floor beside my mom and rested my head on the couch. In the cold, and silence and all? It did its work. It reduced at 12AM, and well, I just got up when my mom said to me, 'Still have a headache?' and I just stared. She went back to sleep then, so I got up and went to my bed instead. @_@;;;

Anything gotten you down recently?

Though, I haven't ACTUALLY been down recently, but looking at life right now, I feel like I am missing something. But I can't tell what.

Ramadhan is starting! So I'm planning to get a full period now without any broken fast! So I hope I won't be having any menstruation this month. o_o It's such a bother if it's that time. Last year, I couldn't complete my whole fast because of that! Plus, I had it in the beginning of Ramadhan! How unlucky was that?!

:) Well, I'm hoping I'd be able to forget about food today. It's been hard for the first two days, and well, I hope I can get hang of things fast!

I'll be having my malay orals tomorrow, and to be honest, I'm shit-scared about it! I can't help but bang my head against the wall, hoping it all would be gone, but I'll just be sent to the mental hospital if I did that.

XD I still want to write fanfictions for HSJ-thon, but I've put it on pause until next week. The current prompt I'm working on is '5 times Hikaru called Keito fluffy'. :3 I have a fluffy feeling when I thought of the ideas, and well, I can't wait to write it actually! I want to finish up '5 times BEST was jealous of Ryutaro's age' too! Since there's 5 BEST members, they'll be the main person who gets envious in each of those five times! :) I think I've just been too tired that I couldn't write any crack for my recent ones!

ANYWAY, 'O' Levels are near, in a months time! :x Time to start studying! As Sho's advice for getting high marks on exams, he studies a month before the exams! O_O;; But everyone has been studying way earlier, Keio Boy! *SHOT*

*takes a bite out of a cookie*

As for my fangirling, I haven't been downloading because, well.. I can't? My parents took down the wireless connection, so now, I rely on my phone! :) It's slow, but I can stand it! Though, I'm not downloading any videos because I don't have any space in my HD! *wails*

Well, during the exams, actually I've played two games, ProPOW (Project Powder), which is a snowboarding game. :) Its fun! I like playing it, though I kinda suck in playing it! And the other game is Perfect World, which is a pretty cool game! Funny thing was, when I started playing for at least 10 minutes, a player invited me to their guild and I was SHOCKED. There's a number of active gamers though. :) The Guild Master was understanding when I told him I'd be away, and told me that he'll put me on hold, so other people would know I'll be away until that time! :D I hope I can play a bit more before 'o' Levels. I also tried Pi Story? But the connection was crap! I kept DCing every 10 minutes or I lag when I'm in battle so I end up dieing. ~_~;;

In school, the main topic will always be like 'What's your marks for this exam?', 'Did you fail any of your subjects?', 'UGH DAMN THIS MISTAKE!! I could have gotten this mark!', 'Tell Jem to shut up!', 'Kuroru likes Jeff', 'Are you going to prom?', 'This person likes this person', 'Kisana likes this guy!', 'Plus-minus Kisana', 'Kuroru wants to have a boyfriend so she can lean her chest on his head (*SHOT BY KURORU*)', 'Who are you going to prom with?', etc.

:) We're all still joking around, but hey! That's our class! Hahaha! *grins*

Anyway, what's with the topic 'Anything gotten you down recently?', well, I honestly don't know. I can't tell if people are down or what because I partly feel like hitting my head. sdfjksdhdfhd I don't know what's wrong with me! I just recently feel frustrated or upset. @_@ But I can't show it, or throw it on someone. :| It makes me feel a bit calmer, but somehow down, when I listen to 'Star Time' by JUMP, but listening to 'My Everything' by Yabu? I feel extremely down. D'X

sdfjhskdf I think my blog is boring. I should just shut up and make a new one, and throw this one away. :| I might want to move to LJ, since too much people are beginning to use blogger, and well.. even though people don't know mine, nor read, nor comment, I just feel that I really want to move away from this blog! sjkdfhds And only Nacchan & Miharu will know it. :| *STABS SELF*

P.S. I'm getting sick of doing maths. No, seriously. And I'm starting to feel that I want to just stab myself. :|

XD A sentence that really makes me listen to closely! Its in Yabu's solo 'My Everything'. Well, not A sentence, but only the English lyrics in the song. :x *thinks that I might turn out to be a lovesick person*

THRILL - Hey! Say! BEST

OMG, I am SO DEAD WATCHING THIS. *blushes a lot of different shades of crimson*

I friggingly think Takaki, Hikaru and Yabu are HAWT in this. D:

RATE: PG-15.

PLZ DUN WATCH IF U HV LOW TOLERENCE AGAINST H8T GUYS & IF U H8 WATCHIN GUYS.

CONTAINS GUYS WHO RIP OPEN THEIR SHIRTS.

SUCH AN SEXYHAWT EROERO PERFORMANCE.

OMG, I SHOULD JUST KILL MYSELF. *SHOT*

I get thrills watching this. No one is supposed to know that.



Yabu: "Right Now, Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell me what to do."

OMG SMUT PLZ

JOKING! I prefer FLUFF with Yamabu. XD If it's Yabu. NO I WANT SMUT.

DX No I don't! YOU WANT SMUT WITH HIKANOO & TAKAYAMA.

dhsfhsdjhhsdfjsdjjgdsgfdsjd DX TOO MUCH... HSJ-thon... D: And... Jen's... and... Ani's... OTP One-Shots. DHSDGFJHDSDFGDS FLUFF PLZ

BEST: "One Day One Night. Get SURIRU (THRILL)."

I GET THRILLS FROM SMUT.

D: OMG I DONT.

Why am I talking to myself?

YOU WERE ON CRACK A FEW HOURS AGO. YOU WANTED SMUT.

I remember being on crack, but I think I wanted FLUFF not SMUT.

OMG YOU'RE GOING TO CORRUPT RYUTARO WITH CHIITARO.

@_@ kdskjkfsdhsdfjhsdfjkhsdfkjsdfksdfkfsdhjkd

"Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell me what to do."

fasjhfgjasjhfsa YABU's 'Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell Tell me what to do' and Takaki's SOLO and HIKARU's auifyuagfiauisufsa

PLZ KILL ME.

OMG YOU WANT HSJ-thon DRABBLES UNDER CRACK AND POSSIBLE FLUFF BUT GUARANTEED NO SMUT LIKE SRSLY I DONT WANT SMUT I CANT EVEN WRITE IT THATS JUST WRONG I LIKE FLUFF NOT SMUT FLUFF IS GOOD SO IS CRACK YOU GET ON CRACK THIS IS WHAT YOUR POST LOOKS LIKE OMG CRACK KJRSEKADSKJGDAHGKJSAFLKFSA IF YOU WANT CRACK, PLZ GO HERE

AWSGFJAJ

INOO & HIS BOOKS ON TIPS ON HOW TO FLIRT *SHOT*

SRSLY PLZ KILL ME.

OMG CRACK

Fanfictions Term:

Crack - Funny Stuff (or crazy or random but overall it's funny in a crack way.)
SMUT - pR0n OMG YOU SO DO NOT WANT TO KNOW NEITHER DO I.
FLUFF - Friendship or romantic stuff which is warm and fluffy. XD
HSJ-thon - Random drabbles or one-shots with random topics all, relating to HSJ. :D For example, one of my drabbles is topic'd '5 times Hikaru managed to lock himself in the bathroom + 1 time when it wasn't really an accident' where I write about 5 times which Hikaru (member of HSJ) managed to lock himself in the bathroom, and one time when it wasn't an accident. :D ITS FUNNY

COME ON

YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO READ CRACK.

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